Hiya, folks, It's been a long long day. It's 1:50 a.m. right now as I put fingers to keys. I didn't get to bed until late again last night. On the bright side, I did hit snooze about 8,000 times... sleeping in 15-minute bursts between alarms, I think I was checking to see if I … Continue reading 2020-07-25 — But I Didn’t Yell

Hey folks, I'm gonna make it brief tonight. I'm tired. It's 2:21 a.m. I have a very busy day of work... well... today... starting in about 5 hours now, and I'm already low on sleep as it is, and I pushed off half of the day's work that was for today to tomorrow, so that … Continue reading 2020-07-24 — An Unexpected Twist

Today has been bittersweet. I was able to spend most of my waking day in conversation with my dear friend. Our time together filled me up and calmed my soul. It was a beautiful day. The hard part is knowing that tomorrow is our "goodbye" of sorts. It's been three weeks to the day today … Continue reading 2020-07-23 — Penultimate

Hey, folks, Yesterday, I wrote about what I fear more than anything in the whole world. Today, sooner than expected, I find myself staring that fear square in the face. I know that doesn't make any logical sense whatsoever to anyone who's not privy to all the ins and outs of what's been going on … Continue reading 2020-07-22 — Sooner Than Expected

I fear... That I will never get married. Aside from becoming the best person I can be and being able to give my life to serve other people, there is nothing I want more in this world than a companion to walk this journey of life with--a companion with whom I am one, united heart and … Continue reading The Things I Fear — My Biggest Fear

Hola, my wonderful peoples. I'm  motivated. I've been tasting change lately, and I like it. I want more of it. I've cut pornography out of my life, and I don't miss it. I don't think about it. I don't want it. I don't crave it. I'm just... done with it. It's like, meh. And it … Continue reading 2020-07-21 — Motivated

Hola, mi peeps, Happy Monday. 🙂 I don't feel like I have much to say today. Or rather, I feel like a tired little blog whose days are all sounding the same with little in the way of adventure or inspiration to capture the imagination of my readers. 😞 I mean... It's been another absolutely … Continue reading 2020-07-20 — Twice My Savior

Hiya, folks. 🙂 Happy Sunday. It's been my goal to get my journal/post done earlier than I've been getting it done. I took a step toward that a few days ago, starting a... 10 p.m. curfew of sorts. But I think it's pretty clear that I'm going to have to knock it down to 9 … Continue reading 2020-07-19 — The Days Roll On

Hello, all you fabulous people, you. 😊 Today has been... wonderful. About time, huh? Two weeks of roller coaster madness, and today I've been pretty much calm and in a good mood all day; And starting... I don't know... about 7:30, maybe? I've been happy and completely at peace. Peace!!! Oh, it's been a while. … Continue reading 2020-07-18 — Peace, Be Still

Hey peeps, I'm pretty sure I've spent some time on at least one of my posts talking in depth about how big of an issue fear is in my life, how much it has paralyzed me for so many years in so many things. Not surprisingly, then, fear has been perhaps the most dominant emotion … Continue reading 2020-07-17 — A Conversation About Fear