Hiya, peeps,
Happy Tuesday! 🙂
So… Hopefully, you’ll be happy to know that I’m happy at the moment 🙂.
I had a couple of brutal days working through some really tough feelings and thoughts, and personal weaknesses, and I also said some things to someone who is very special to me that were extremely painful… never-forget-level painful ☹️. I didn’t mean to cause so much pain, didn’t want to cause any pain, and I know what that’s like to be on the receiving end. I hope and pray that if I can’t mend what I’ve broken that God can.
You can bet that I’ll do what I can.
I’m so grateful to be on the other end of these last two days. I came face to face with my weakness… again… and I’m happy to say that I’m making progress. And with some powerful fears that had gripped me super tightly, I managed to make some choices that allowed me to get out of fear and get back to peace.
It’s amazing how things can change so quickly. Despairing for two days, and then fwoosh! The burden is lifted completely over the course of maybe a few hours or so?
Such a blessing.
I’m grateful to recognize these experiences as significant growing opportunities not to be wasted. I want to take advantage of every one of them.
#1. I’m grateful to be at peace right now. I don’t know what the future holds, but I’m at peace anyway right now.
#2. I’m grateful for forgiveness.
#3. I’m grateful for the love of my friend Cory, his time, and concern, everything. Grateful he was there for me today to give me a blessing.
#4. I’m grateful to be rededicated to facing my challenges head on instead of hoping they’ll fix themselves or something what will get new me out of going through them.
#5. I’m grateful for the lovely breeze tonight.
To be better…
#1. Be better at appreciating those who are there for be.
Good night, my lovelies 🙂.
Loves and hugs.
~ stephen
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