Its been a tough day for me today. I was tired this morning, but I got up on time. I reviewed memorizations during my normal exercise time (only doing servicise five days a week, though I might bump it to six because I do miss it.
Mom headed for Texas today, and I? I did most of my normal morning routine, got David going, and then crashed and burned in my porn/masturbation addiction.
I got hit hard this morning, and I managed to reach out for help and get completely away unscathed. I thought it was a victory, but probably not two hours later, I crashed.
Tough.
I’m trying to learn from it, trying to see some way to do better next time. I’m honestly not sure right now what to do to improve.
It’s late, though, and getting enough sleep is going to be essential. Being low on sleep would likely contribute to a steeper slide and possible into depression, so… gotta sleep. Gotta face forward. Gotta look at the positive. The sun will rise tomorrow. It’ll be a new day. Bring it on.
#1. I’m grateful I was able to get the knock sensor fixed in my Terrain today.
#2. I’m grateful I was able to get the ABS sensor put in my truck, and that fixed the ABS issue it had.
#3. I’m grateful to have had a fun powerful thunderstorm today. Was actually a tornado watch. I think it’s still going (the watch). Had lots of heavy wind and heavy rain. Love that stuff.
#4. I’m grateful to be doing well in my self discipline of getting up on time and the other things I’m doing. I wish I could get some lasting progress with the porn crap. I’ll keep at it.
#5. I’m grateful to live in this wonderful little paradise here.
Thanks, folks. Loves and hugs to you.
Lift the World.
~ stephen
Lift the World 