Hey, y’all. It’s 9 p.m., and I’m gonna get up at 5, come hell or high water.
So… quick rundown of the day. Rough morning. Just… feeling numb, sort of existing. Struggling. Didn’t go to church. Caught the tail end of it on Zoom. Spent some time outside feeling discouraged about how mother nature is quickly taking over the trails I’ve worked so hard to build.
Went to the Hill Family meeting. That was good. Then helped a bit to work on the new wheelchair accessible deck being built on the front of the Big House for Chrysti, who’ll get here in a week and a half or so.
Helping helped me feel a bit better. Still pretty concerned about my friend Brittani. So many rough things going on with her health and no answers.
And… no insurance makes it quadrupely challenging.
#1. I’m grateful to be feeling better than I was earlier today.
#2. I’m grateful to be able to be here and help my hill family.
#3. I’m grateful for my bed fan to enjoy and listen to while sleeping.
#4. I’m grateful to be getting to bed earlier tonight.
#5. I’m grateful to feel a little strength, even if it’s just a little.
Loves and hugs.
Lift the World.
~ stephen