2021-07-09 — Alive

I don’t want to write my story right now. I don’t want people to read. I don’t want comments. I’m embarrassed. I’m tired. I’m still avoiding facing what I need to face. I’m pretty broken. Very close to giving up on the course I’ve followed for well over a decade.

But I’m still me. I always will be. And nothing will ever change the fact that I want to be love.

But right now I’m paralyzed. So… need to beat that first.

Cross your fingers for me.

Good night.

~ stephen

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One thought on “2021-07-09 — Alive

  1. Stephen, I’m so sorry… 😕

    There is no need or reason to be embarrassed. The best anyone can do or offer to the world is to be the best they can be and do the best they can do with what they have inside and out. That’s beautiful, and that’s you, and we love you. We are not above you to judge you and we are not beneath you to be disillusioned, we are humans beside you to walk with you. And we have our own human crucibles, evolutions, explorations, exigencies, and epiphanies, in no particular order and sometimes all at once. And by the way, I don’t mean best as in what our output would be if we were machines not humans! I mean human best, where ever-changing capacity and context redefine best from moment to moment – and where heart carries far more weight than product.
    I’m going to go out on a limb here and say we all think you’re wonderful. 🤗🤗🤗 Sending love, Stephen…

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