It's been so long since I've gone over the edge, it's like I'd forgotten. I'm really bad right now, and having other issues. I'm slap happy. Headache. Sore throat. Exhausted. Need to eat but don't want to. And... other symptoms. Stomach has been mildly upset each time I eat something. Knees hurt. My right hip … Continue reading 2021-08-30 — Way Over the Edge

You know, I forgot to mention that my knee doesn't swell up anymore. Or at least hasn't since I drained it the second time. I think I actually hurt it again, and whatever I did to it caused the fluid to drain out and stay out? (hurt it as in kneeled on something that put … Continue reading 2021-08-29 — Another Week Rolls In

So... I did it. 🙃 First time in my adult life that I've bought a car that I bought just... because I... wanted it. For me. Not because it was practical. Not because it was stupid cheap (although it was a really great price 😁). Not because it was reliable. Not because I could make … Continue reading 2021-08-28 — Welcome to the Family. 🙃

Making some progress internally today. Still struggling a lot, but there was a marked change today. I somehow got some strength to press forward in some things and be more determined and even a tad bit more positive. That's been nice. Still struggling with being quick to anger when things go sideways. I've got a … Continue reading 2021-08-27 — Diesel Day

Things have been slowing down a bit. Not as many calls, and I've been turning down probably more than half of what's coming in anyway. I need the slowdown. Only did 4 cars today and got home around... 6? Didn't really accomplish anything after getting home. I'd hoped to, but I didn't do much. Just... … Continue reading 2021-08-26 — Slowing Down

Got the lawn mower quasi working this morning, so mom could mow the rest of the lawn. It had gotten crazy long from having been down for so long. Thanks, mom. Five cars today. Tried to take it easy, but one of the cars kicked my butt up one side and down the other, so … Continue reading 2021-08-25 — Love Them Batteries

Well, it's 1:50 a.m. I would have been home probably an hour and a half ago had I not had to deal with more poorly-manufactured parts. I spend probably an hour and a half or two hours trying to modify the new radiator and the old fan on this last job to get them to … Continue reading 2021-08-24 — ‘Nother Dragger Down, ‘Nother IdeaPad

Been rough. Back to being extremely quick to anger. Wasting my life on TV. Discouraged. Broken. One car today. A million people who want help. At least I did that one. Another old one down. They've been waiting since my 4:30 a.m. return day with Cory over a week ago. Done now, though. Ugh. Life. … Continue reading 2021-08-23 — Another Down

All day in my room. If there's a bright side, it's a little cleaner. Hopefully, that's something. Body feeling mostly better. Next days are going to be miserable weather wise. Not... looking forward to it. Very hot. Oh well. Good night. Lift the World. ~ stephen

Exhausted. Haven't even gone out today. Not feeling well. Throat has been a little sore for a week ish now. Not bad, but I am straight up exhausted. Exhausted. Eyes closing. Only 7 p.m. Good night. Lift the World. ~ stephen