2021-10-30 — All Hallows Eve… Eve

Hola! 😊

Happy All Hallows Eve… uh… Eve. 🙃

So that was us today 😊. Princess Mama and Hillbilly Cannibal Me.

Fun stuff. 😊

I’m almost 40, and i still feel like a kid sometimes. 🙃 I guess my life circumstances…

Indomitable!!! 😁

Gratitude!!! A great life changer!

I’m grateful that though I was crazy tired this morning, and I almost convinced myself to roll back over and go to sleep, that I got my butt up, and I got going. It took me probably 30 minutes of groggly stumbling around doing my 5x5s at a snail’s pace, but finally, I. Got. Going!

I didn’t actually get my exercise or meditation time in, and I think I only managed three or four of my 5x5s, because one of the 5x5s took a rather long time (getting trash gathered up and taken to the dumpster on the other hill).

But i got in a groove eventually, while working on nonprofit stuff, and i kicked some complete tax trash during my two hours of tax catch up. 💪 Then it was off to what was supposed to be about a 20-hour work day, but i rebelled. 😎 I needed to be back on the hill for the rehearsal of the haunted hay ride at 3, so i just pushed stuff back, which went pretty well and just did one job today.

Then it was off to the haunted hay ride practice run, and gratefully, on the way home, i saw a fridge for sale on Marketplace that was a great price, so i sent him an offer, paid for it by Venmo sight unseen, and arranged to pick it up later.

The rehearsal went quickly, so I unhooked my truck from the equipment trailer, and Thomas went with me to pick up the fridge, which we did, and which i moved into place before heading off to the real deal scare fest hay ride.That

The activities went ok. Not great but decent, and it was fun. I’m gonna miss my Hill people and the Hill.Still

Still haven’t decided where i want to go yet. Taxes first. Then the major push the hire and have someone else run my business, and if that doesn’t work, then I’ll try to sell it. And if that fails, I’ll just ask away.

One life, and i can’t tell you how short feels right now. So… 100% daily effort. No wasted moments. Lift the world! 😊

I really am in awe of how different things are inside my brain. I remember when i came home from my mission, suddenly i could ask girls out (as opposed to being so terrified i couldn’t do anything. It was like this shift that just happened unconsciously and not intentionally.

It feels a bit like that now. This shift that just *boom*, there it is.br

Bring it on. 😎

I’m excited. I’m gonna change the world. Little me. No excuses. No fear.

Indomitable. 💪

It’s late. Gotta get out of this costume, finish my dinner, shower, and crash.

My love to all y’all.

Lift the World. 🙂

~ stephen