Hiya, folks! It's been quite the day today! 😊 Once again, body woke me up before my alarm. It's... honestly pretty amazing. I'm getting about 7 ish hours of sleep a night, which is less than I've normally needed, and my body is still waking me up--in a dark dark room--before my 4 a.m. alarm … Continue reading 2021-11-12 — 50 Days to No Fear

For many years, I've wanted to shine a light on all my fears and just follow each to its most horrific potential end, even those that might seem far beyond the realm of the reasonable. I want to acknowledge them, accept them, prepare for them, and forever let them go. I want to banish fear … Continue reading 50 Days to No Fear!!! — Day 50, the Count Down Begins.

Happy 11:11, folks! 😊 Tis the day, and I also saw 11:11 on my phone this morning while driving south to Springdale. 😊 I'm getting started writing a lot later than I'd like because I got home a lot later than I'd like. I think it was maybe a quarter to 8 or 8 when … Continue reading 2021-11-11 – Happy 11:11!!! 😊

Hello, my lovelies! 😊 You alive out there? Happy Wednesday. 🙂 To be honest, I'm not feeling the greatest at the moment, emotionally... or whatever... because I was annoyed that I couldn't text and drive, wanting to communicate with someone and not being able to, so I went against my own integrity and did it … Continue reading 2021-11-10 — Grinding

Hi, Folks. 🙂 Happy Tuesday! I hope you've enjoyed the beautiful day, of whatever kind of beautiful it was today. 😊 It's been a good day today. Got up right at four, and dropped to the ground to do some pushups to get the blood going--hoping to help me wake up faster. Not sure if … Continue reading 2021-11-09 — Steady Forward Progress

Perhaps this is not the normal form of meditation. I do have music playing in my headphones. I do have my eyes closed, mostly. I'm thinking about frustration and anger. Looking back over my day yesterday and even already this morning. I get up at 4:00 now, as you know, and my mom doesn't get … Continue reading 2011.11.09 — Morning Meditation

Buenas nacht, my amis! Happy Monday to all y'all. 🙂 I'm not quite sure what the deal was, but I went to bed around 9 ish, I think, and i woke up fairly wide awake multiple times in the night. Once at like 11:30ish, once at like 1:30ish... and I was awake and not really … Continue reading 2021-11-08 — Chugging Along

On October 24th, I wrote a post called "Life Makeover." I talked about making a course correction, which would include making a number of changes. So... we adjusted course two weeks ago, and how's it going? Here's a report: 🙂 Getting up at 5: I've done quite well! The latest I've gotten out of bed … Continue reading 2021-11-07 — Week 2 Report 😊

Unlike the other days this week, struggling to get out of bed, I woke up at 4:30... before my alarm. 😶 Not sure what that was about. I didn't want to get up, so I tried to fall back asleep until the alarm went off, but I don't think I was very successful. Either way, … Continue reading 2021-11-06 — Missing Stoic?

Day went rather well, until the last car, which was a job I've done who knows how many times before, and it just went sideways--really really sideways. But we're good now. It's late. Gonna cut it short, so I can get this stuff off to mom, so she can go to bed. 6 cars... 2014 … Continue reading 2021-11-05 — Reprise, Minus the NDE