Head hurts. Heart hurts. Soul is tired.

Guess I won the Covid lottery after all. I realized just 10 minutes ago that I can't smell a darn thing--not a thing. I even shoved my nose in something with well known and absolutely awful stench... Nada. Couldn't detect a thing,. So much for negative covid tests. Though, to be fair, they say to … Continue reading 2021-12-29 — Won the Covid Lottery

Hey y'all. I'm starting to get better with the one sickness, though still sick. But now I'm over the edge with my other issue. So yeah, still feeling pretty nasty. But there's a deeper issue that's getting clearer and clearer. The more time goes by, the more I think I'm realizing that I may well … Continue reading 2021-12-28 — Losing Hope

Sick. Been in bed nearly all day. Rough days. ~ stephen 

Not getting better. Getting worse. Feel pretty awful. ~ stephen 

Slept in. I thought I'd slept in until like 2, but I realized that my clock was wrong... power must've gone out or something. Went to bed a 5 a.m., working on tax stuff and whatnot. Up I think around noon or so. Been sick. Not feeling well at all. Wasted pretty much the whole … Continue reading 2021-12-25 — Merry Christmas

High was like 70 degrees today. Guess there's not much chance of a white Christmas. Spent the day in front of my screens, taxes and wasting time. Not doing very well. The tax stuff just keeps piling on. It's... hell. Oh well. I got myself into to it. I get to keep digging myself out. … Continue reading 2021-12-24 — Unseasonably Warm

Tired. Not feeling well. Woke up feeling mildly sick. Took a covid test... negative. Went to work, letting customers know that i was sick before I went to see if they still wanted me to come. Forgot to tell one... Anyway, day went mostly sideways... first car... 1994 Accord that needed a radiator and a … Continue reading 2021-12-23 — I’m Here.

Decided not to work on cars today. Wasted most of the day. Got a bit done with my taxes. Not much to report. I'm not doing very well emotionally. But I'm here. Lift the World. ~ stephen

The darkest day. From here until June 20th, the days will get longer and longer. Been an interesting one. After running into so many red flags with my welder, I called another one a neighbor recommended. He offered to drive from a city a few cities south of us and do it for free even … Continue reading 2021-12-21 — Happy Solstice!