I don’t feel depressed depressed, but I’m sort of acting like it… and maybe it is a bit of depression, since I can’t seem to get going. I can’t get myself to do anything but avoid real life, weeks in a row now just sleeping as long as I can and then staring at screens all day, even though I’m not sick anymore, at least not to speak of… just coughing stuff up but that’s it. Been like that for like two weeks. Don’t feel sick… just a cough.
Anyway… The one day I thought I might be getting out, my alarm didn’t go off.
My schedule is pretty much 12 hours off. Going to bed between 6 and 10 a.m. sleeping until 4 or 5 p.m…
Gonna try again tomorrow.
Ugh.
Lift the World 