Made a bit of progress today, a step forward. I got some tax stuff done. I made some progress toward getting cars scheduled to be worked on. I finished my laundry. So... some progress. As much as I've wasted a lot of time in uselessness and worse than uselessness in front of screens, I've also … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Forward

I don't feel depressed depressed, but I'm sort of acting like it... and maybe it is a bit of depression, since I can't seem to get going. I can't get myself to do anything but avoid real life, weeks in a row now just sleeping as long as I can and then staring at screens … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Back

Well... I got moving a little bit today. Maybe 30% better? That's... pretty good, I'd say. Actually got out of my bed and did some laundry... took the trash up to the other hill. Cleaned my room a little bit, and actually wrote a few sentences today instead of just one. So... that's something?

Gonna get out tomorrow. Gonna do it. Gonna figure out a way.

Nope. Didn't pull out today. 

Still paralyzed. Maybe I'll make progress tomorrow.

Mostly the sickness is in the mind at this point. The body has mostly overcome. The mind, however, still flounders, and I am paralyzed as a result.

I'm feeling better again, but honestly, I'm not quite ready to go back to work... or to get going on my tax stuff again... Can I just take 20 years off? 🙃 Slept a lot again, but this time it was just 'cause I didn't want to get up and face the day. But... one … Continue reading 2022-01-03 — Not Quite Ready

Not sure what happened, not feeling well again. Slept for like 11 hours for no reason. Up for like 2 or 3 with a big headache and really tired again. Slept for another maybe 5. Took some headache meds. Went away for a while, but think it's coming back again. 

Headache was finally gone today. Still hacking up a lung. Oh, and it went from like 60-something degrees yesterday to low teens right now, I think. Good heavens, Arkansas. With any luck, I'll spend more time out of my bed than in my bed tomorrow.