Hiya, folks. 🙂
Chose not to work again today. Body isn’t happy still. As of this evening, I feel a little better. Not as much pain laughing (I’m actually watching some Dave Chappelle comedy at the moment while writing this), so there are a few laughs to test out how the old bod’ is doin’.
Not much to say. I’m trying to break out of the funk I’m in. I think I need to take a few days off, but not off like I have been, off and away.
I’ve spent so many years working my tail off. I had big hopes and goals I was working hard for. But lately… I’m like, what am I working for? What goals? I have no one. I spent so many years working to that end, to be able to give my family the best I could give.
But now… with nothing… I feel like… I have no one I’m working for or hoping for or preparing for, and I just go… what am I doing killing myself for money when I have no one I’m working for?
That felt like a little push to get going on the nonprofit stuff. Gosh. It’s been so hard lately. I want to do this stuff. Pain gets in the way. Fear gets in the way.
Anyway, almost 3 a.m. Time to go bed.
Lift the World
~ stephen
Lift the World 