Not sure what to write today. Supposedly have a meeting with my Modern English peeps tomorrow about 3. For the record, I have this feeling like I shouldn't do it. (sigh) So tired of those feelings. I'm... probably gonna do it anyway because... 😕 I'm tired of those feelings, tired of getting dammed up when … Continue reading 2022-06-29 — Turn the Ship

Hola, folks! It's been quite a sideways day today. I got up and left fairly quickly after getting up to go work on cars. First car was an issue with the key not coming out of the ignition with the customer having broken his gear shifter trying to force it out of park. (he was … Continue reading 2022-06-28 — Mostly Sideways

Took it relatively easy again today, just two cars--radiator on a 2013 Subaru Impreza WRX and a noise inspection on an early 2000s BMW, I believe it was (had been in a wreck she wasn't aware of, and the damaged fender liner finally broke apart). Jobs went just fine. No real issues. That was nice. … Continue reading 2022-06-27 — Unexpected Compliment

Happy end of Sunday, folks. 😊 It was an absolutely beautiful day today. Highs were around 79-80. Humidity wasn't too bad at all. Actually, it was quite pleasant; and there was a decent little breeze. After 5 p.m.ish for the rest of the night, it was... perfect. 😊 Anyway, I slept in quite late today, … Continue reading 2022-06-26 — Garden State

My programmers told me the transliteration engine was ready for testing today, and... it wasn't. It was terrible. 😕Just a handful of minutes of testing resulted in me discovering several glaring issues, clearly demonstrating that either the programmers didn't do any testing themselves, or they just wanted to get me something to actually finally produce … Continue reading 2022-06-25 — A Hope for Hope

I'm not really in the mood to write today. Didn't really do much. Walked the creek again with my mom and Mindy. Gathered metal to take to the scrap place to hopefully get my engine back. Put a pretty good sized dent or three in the top of my trucks bed trying to load some … Continue reading 2022-06-24 — Sliding

It was weird yesterday to purposefully choose not to write a blog entry yesterday. I sat there looking at my computer like, "I'm supposed to write an entry right now." 😶 And I just sort of... didn't, obviously, but it was so strange to just not do it. And then today, I felt the pull … Continue reading 2022-06-23 — Streak Broken

Hey folks, I wasn't going to write today, but I figured with what I've been going through and writing about, I'd probably better let you know I'm here and ok. It's been a hard day. The morning hardest of all. Already quite down as a carryover from yesterday, I sank even lower first thing this … Continue reading 2022-06-21 — Experimentation

Hey, folks. I'm tired, in pretty much every way but physically. It's been one of the lowest days of my life, as far as seeing the point of life and having a desire or reason to keep going on with it. It's been a fairly steady descent to this point, like the downward trend of … Continue reading 2022-06-20 — What’s the Point?

Not much to say today. I'm really tired. Wandered around the creek a little bit today trying to think. Tired. Gonna actually get to bed early tonight, I think. I'm contemplating crashing right now. It's just past 7:30. 🙃 Lift the World ~ stephen