I can’t really remember Tuesday or Wednesday right now. It’s a blur.
I know that I pretty much just been doing to-do list things all week. Working on trying to simplify and get done the things that have been hanging over my head.
I’ve continued to work on sifting through all the piles of paperwork for my various business efforts. I’m making decent headway, so that’s something.
I’ve had some good conversations with family.
I’m depressed right now, so… Not much is coming to my brain.
I took the trash up the hill. I took the recycling to the recycling center.
I know I’ve gotten some good things done. I just… Can’t remember what they are.
I got axle fluid put in my junker van that blew apart last week.
Seems to be driving just fine now, though I haven’t taken it out on the road because I still need washers to shim up the u-bolts.
Gosh, why can’t I remember anything?
I’m so tired.
Yesterday I finally had my visit with the doctor about my stomach issues. I’ve got a scope scheduled for Tuesday, and my wonderful mother will be taking the day off from her responsibilities to be there for me, since I’m not allowed to drive home.
The doctor didn’t really take much time listening to me, but I’ve been told that he’s a fantastic diagnostician, and he did order the test that I was hoping he was going to order, so cross your fingers, maybe we can find out what’s actually wrong with me.
Hopefully, there’s not a lot of scar tissue built up in my esophagus. That would suck. And hopefully, whatever is going on is something that can be fixed.
Found out over the last few days that some of my friends from years ago that have been long time single like I have or getting married next month and this month.
That’s super cool.
I’ll be heading, I guess I already mentioned that, out to Utah to visit family and to be there for my friends.
I’m tired.
And I’m depressed.😕
But we just keep trying.
Lift the world.
~ stephen
Lift the World 