Migraining. Depressed. I just want to be home. Gonna head that way tomorrow. 😞

My body hates me right now. It really really really hates me. And I sort of want to die. 😅 (Not in the real sense, but I really am super super miserable right now.). On the bright side, I think I have confirmed with pretty much irrefutable evidence that the issues with pain in my … Continue reading 2023-12-30 — Bodily Revolt

My elbows hurt. 😬 ... After getting up this morning, having slept in a good bit, I headed up the canyon. I spent some time writing my journal entry for yesterday and hiked up Slide Canyon to one of my favorite waterfalls to see what it was like halfway frozen (I don't think I've ever … Continue reading 2023-12-29 — Sore Elbows

Decent night's sleep last night in Cory's Suburban. 😊 Were it not for the gas mileage, I'd keep a big vehicle as my Utah vehicle. Much more comfortable night's sleep. 🙃 Of course, If I just spent a little more time working on making my Civic comfortable, then it would be a lot better, but … Continue reading 2023-12-28 — Brothers Day

I'm not going to lie: It was really nice to sleep in Cory's Suburban again last night. It's much more comfortable than my Civic. 😁 Thanks, my man. It was also great because today Cory and I had planned to hang out pretty much all day, so I was already here, and we did; and … Continue reading 2023-12-27 — Lovelyful 😊

For most of the day today, it was just a repeat of yesterday. After waking up in the morning, I went to Walmart and finally bought some groceries, including a whole crap ton of stuff that was against my diet because... I wasn't doing very well, and I was back on a track toward relapse. … Continue reading 2023-12-26 — Back Toward the Light

Seems like over the last many years, Christmas comes without me really experiencing it, and then it's over, and I think about how long it'll be before it comes again. I forget to listen to Christmas music. I work and work and work and work, and then suddenly there's Christmas, and I wasn't paying attention, … Continue reading 2023-12-25 — Nowhere to Breathe

Night and today difference between yesterday and today. 🥳 I should probably start with last night, since I posted before the night was over. The carry-on saga in Denver actually went a lot better than it did at XNA. 🥳 In Denver, I decided to take even more articles of clothing out of my pack … Continue reading 2023-12-24 — Night and Day

It's been a really hard day today. I almost didn't go on my trip to Utah, deciding only in the last 20 minutes to go. I started the day waking up about 2 a.m., waking up probably to go to the bathroom, and knowing if I checked my phone, I would likely awaken a bunch … Continue reading 2023-12-23 — Heavy Heart, Utah Bound

Cory, you jinxed me. 🙃 You said you were happy I wasn't working today so that I could have a day that was much less likely to be stressful right before I leave on my trip. Ugh. Wednesday was supposed to be my last day of work as I try and get everything buttoned up … Continue reading 2023-12-22 — Convoluted