(written on the 31st) My willpower is running out. As I've written before, I've been living the last... long time as if nearing the end of a 20 mile hike, moving forward on sheer will power alone. Yesterday, I slowed to stumbles pace. I'm just... done. ...but I can't be 😕 I didn't have the … Continue reading 2024-07-30 (Tuesday) — Slowing Down

It was warm last night in the van. It's been hotter lately outside, so that makes sense. The week or so that we had in the 80s has given way again to the 90s, but that's to be expected: It's the end of July. I ran Rover's AC many times during the day and into … Continue reading 2024-07-29 (Monday) — Sweet Sweet Tank Access

(written on the 29th) Just about nothing in the tank today. Accordingly, I slept in. I was slow to get going it at all in any way shape or form. Was just worn out. I wrote a journal entry. I ran some errands, AutoZone and Walmart Neighborhood market, and then I spent the rest of … Continue reading 2024-07-28 (Sunday) — Day of Rest… Ish

(written on the 29th) I didn't go to sleep until after 5:00 a.m., I think. Audible. For several months, if not longer, I've wanted to cancel my audible membership because I just don't use it, and spending 15 bucks every month on something that I don't use is... Not very intelligent. But, the way audible's … Continue reading 2024-07-27 (Saturday) — Shed Down

(written on the 28th) I woke up and started planning the day. Tried to figure out what was going on with my car insurance, As they canceled the insurance on one of my cars, and I thought we got that figured out a month ago. But I just got a message that I was getting … Continue reading 2024-07-26 (Friday) — No Meltdown Today 😶

I was going to get so much done today. I think I wrote something like that just recently for another journal entry... Apparently it's a running theme. I guess... at least that means I'm still trying. My daily nervous breakdown came early today. I was fighting with my truck trying to get the darn thing … Continue reading 2024-07-25 (Thursday) — Head Scratcher

Slept in a bit... No new brown recluses in the traps. Trying to get through stuff, get stuff done. Had a nervous breakdown. Managed to call my mom before I did something stupid. Don't know if I would do anything stupid anyway, but I figured I had better call my mom. She came by and … Continue reading 2024-07-24 (Wednesday) — Daily Breaks

I had such big plans for today. I was going to get so much done. 😅 I started relatively well. Got everything done from Act I except eating breakfast. My stomach wasn't feeling great, so I wasn't keen on eating. I put my guitar amplifier back in Rover. I'm gonna get my electric guitar from … Continue reading 2024-07-23 (Tuesday) — Not the Pan

(written on the 23rd) The memory goes so quickly. Gosh, what did I do yesterday... Let's see... Jim told me where he wanted the shed that I donating to Haven Hill. It's going to go on the north side of the greenhouse. In order to put it there, One of the trees that's next to … Continue reading 2024-07-22 (Monday) — Bumblebee Boogie

I was up until like 4:00 something in the morning, I think. You too. I think I watched the movie Bucket List. Really liked that one. Made me cry. Inspiring. Found one brown recluse in the traps this morning, but I can't guarantee that it hasn't been there for a long time. It was on … Continue reading 2024-07-21 (Sunday) — Love the Rain