Didn’t leave my van today until like 4:00 in the afternoon. I slept a long time. And then I just wasted time on YouTube and what not.
I’m… not well.
My angel mother did my laundry for me, And that’s what got me out of my van (her coming to bring it to me). She’s trying to find ways to lighten my load with as much as I’m struggling, and that was a good one. I’m very grateful for her.
When she said she was coming, I got up and got going. I went over and did some work on the forest. Worked on my van a little bit. Put the tie rod back on.
Mike swung by, and we chatted for a little bit. Walked down to the creek and what not. I showed him where I’ve been taking my baths and what not. He talked about wanting to put in a spillway that we could dam up for the kids to come And play down there. And I mentioned wanting to bring the pressure washer down to clear off The bedrock that started to overgrow with plants as more and more dirt and debris over the years gets caught in the low spots it allows sustenance for plants to grow in.
Not much to speak of about today. Better emotionally than yesterday, but I’m pretty screwed up, so that’s not hard to improve upon.
To bed early. Much less concerned about spiders at this point. Nothing in the traps all day or overnight, I don’t think. Wait, no, there was one in the traps overnight, another recluse.
But I’ve been cleaning up and cleaning out and getting rid of the stuff that might attract insects, which insects would attract the spiders.
Really tired for some reason. Not just life/emotionally tired, just tired tired. I think a decent amount of that comes from my poor diet right now. I’m not eating the good stuff that I did before. It’s all just quick crap And sugary stuff.
Massive change from the good stuff I was eating before.
Trying to do better.
Nothing sold today. Very little interest in the things I’m selling right now.
I have to make decisions.
So crappy making decisions right now.
Took a bath in the creek, rinsing my work clothes off in the creek as well this time because right now I only have one set of work clothes that is good for working out in the sun. Long sleeved shirt, and pajama pants.
The long sleeve shirt is good. The pajamas pants are good as well because they’re baggy which it has for movement of air underneath. At least I think that’s good. What do I know in reality?
Trying to do better at taking care of my body. Keep it from sun damage, in this case. Skin cancer runs in the family, and I need to get checked because I haven’t gotten checked for years, and now I’ve been working out in the sun for years, lots of new moles, some weird looking ones.
Gotta make an appointment to go get checked again.
Lift the World 