It was a bit of a rough night last night. I went to bed earlier than I have in a long long time, and I had crazy weird dreams all night, sort of lucid dreaming, I think. I woke up for good I think somewhere around 5:10ish, finally giving up on the possibility of falling … Continue reading 2024-12-31 (Tuesday) — Clawing Back

(written on the 31st) Today was an absolutely devastating day. I returned to my old arrogant ways in my day trading, thinking that even though cognitively, I knew I was not properly prepared to train with big size yet, I just couldn't help myself getting in and sizing up. The results were absolutely devastating. I … Continue reading 2024-12-30 (Monday) — Biggest Loser

(written on the 31st) It's a little weird not trading. I miss it. 🙃 Had something odd happened last night before I went to bed. I started having another allergic reaction. It wasn't anywhere near as bad as the one that was sending me into anaphylactic shock when I was in Washington state back in … Continue reading 2024-12-28 (Saturday) — New Holland Down

So I mentioned on my post from the 23rd that I was surprised by the fees. Let's just say that the fees have been shocking this week. Christmas Eve morning, I managed to once again come to the end of the day up about $150. This time, though, it wasn't just a measly $11, which … Continue reading 2024-12-27 (Friday) — Up, But Lucky?

(mostly written on the 23rd, partially written on the 28th) I can't let myself celebrate too much because I'm still lacking significantly in my basic competency, but I've had two green trading days in a row. 🎉 I think I made $48 on Friday, for an overall $36 gain in my old trading account before … Continue reading 2024-12-23 (Monday) — Two In A Row

It's amazing how quickly time flies these days. Can't believe it's almost Christmas. 😶 Haven't spent Christmas in Arkansas for a few years, at least. In 2022, I was in New Zealand. I miss New Zealand. 🙃 Last year I was in Utah. I think I was in Arkansas for 2021, because I think I … Continue reading 2024-12-20 (Friday) — Want to Trade?

Habits are interesting things. I'm completely out of the habit of writing in my journal, but when I hop in Rover, as I just did, to head to town for the first time in, gosh, I don't even know how long, one of the first things that pops in my brain is to write my … Continue reading 2024-12-09 (Monday) — All Scanned Out