Well, after long last, ET found a new home.
As a chicken coop.
😶
Not quite what I envisioned after I spent so much time and energy and effort and money trying to make it look nice again for our Great Western road trip in ’23 and then even more time and effort for the reprise in ’24.
But life doesn’t go as planned.
Something I’m quite familiar with. We all are, I imagine.
Spent the day mostly in front of my phone screen, though for a good chunk of that “screen time,” I was actually listening while I sorted crap.
Selling ET meant pulling everything out of the van with nowhere to put it, so it’s all sitting on the ground and has been since yesterday.
So I started going through it once again. I’m going to be a bit more ruthless this time getting rid of things.
That’s pretty much the day today.
My foot issues are really bad now. Both feet.
I’m scared.
Why am I falling apart so quickly? I mean, I’ve had issues for a while, but not like this. Not this bad. And after I leave my physical-labor job and actually rest my body more? What’s going on?
(sigh)
I hope the massive nerve issues in my feet are malnutrition related or something. Feels like my achilles tendon is tearing/detaching, too.
I don’t have the energy to do anything about any of it, though. I have no faith/hope anything will help.
So why try?
Well, maybe a tiny bit of hope. Taking a multivitamin more regularly.
Token efforts. Without much real hope or even energy to care.
Most likely just more symptoms of my spine nerve issues. I already know I have plenty of those. What’s one more?
Just seems so weird that my body would go from a single little tingle/twinge maybe once a day to tons of tingling twinges that are bordering on painful at this point all over the bottoms of my feet, many many times a day instead of when I first wake up in the morning just the once on cold days.
Such a dramatic shift all at once. Like my spine as well. Huge shifts as soon as I Stop working as a mechanic everyday.
I alternate between strong negative feelings and apathy.
Lift the World 