I took a bath, but I’ve mentally, spiritually, and emotionally begun crashing.
I’m reverting back to what I was like when I lived here before. π
And after yet another relapse, I just struggled to do anything today. I ended up just wasting my entire day. I didn’t go to church. I spent my entire day on my phone up until going and eating dinner with Stevie and Risa at their place (they’d invited me several days ago).
π
Gratefully, dinner with them was great. We had some great conversations about life and what’s going on for them as well as some fun religious/philosophical conversations.
Good stuff. Accidentally stayed way too late because their microwave clock was different than the actual time, and that’s what I had been looking at. π
Good to spend time with them, so that was good.
Gratitude to My Father:
- I’m grateful I was able to take a bath.
- I’m grateful I was able to spend time with Stevie and Risa.
Reflections on Where I Can Improve:
- Just about everywhere. π I’ve full-on crashed and burned at this point. π
Let’s hope I can find a way out of the darkness that’s come rushing back in. π€
Lift the world.
Bring it on.
~ stephen