2025-09-21 (Sunday) — Crashed and Burned

I took a bath, but I’ve mentally, spiritually, and emotionally begun crashing.

I’m reverting back to what I was like when I lived here before. πŸ˜•

And after yet another relapse, I just struggled to do anything today. I ended up just wasting my entire day. I didn’t go to church. I spent my entire day on my phone up until going and eating dinner with Stevie and Risa at their place (they’d invited me several days ago).

😞

Gratefully, dinner with them was great. We had some great conversations about life and what’s going on for them as well as some fun religious/philosophical conversations.

Good stuff. Accidentally stayed way too late because their microwave clock was different than the actual time, and that’s what I had been looking at. πŸ˜…

Good to spend time with them, so that was good.

Gratitude to My Father:

  • I’m grateful I was able to take a bath.
  • I’m grateful I was able to spend time with Stevie and Risa.

Reflections on Where I Can Improve:

  • Just about everywhere. πŸ˜• I’ve full-on crashed and burned at this point. 😞

Let’s hope I can find a way out of the darkness that’s come rushing back in. 🀞

Lift the world.

Bring it on.

~ stephen

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