(written on the 22nd from notes taken previously)
I just couldn’t today.
Went to the grocery store. Vegged in the parking lot there for a while. Headed back home and charged up my power station. Drove over to Cascade Springs and spent the entire rest of the day there, face glued to my phone, paralyzed.
I’m in pretty bad shape.
I did manage to pull myself out of the darkness at least enough to go eat dinner with Heather and hans. I know it means a lot to my sister to be able to try and support me, so at least that was something I was able to do today, as otherwise, I’m pretty much useless to the world.
😕
~ stephen
Lift the World 