(written October 22nd from notes taken previously) I woke up this morning to an email from an old co-worker, and though it seemed a little weird, it was an event invite, and I knew/thought I remembered that she was retiring soon, so I didn't at first suspect that it might be a hacked account sending … Continue reading 2025-10-08 (Wednesday) — Busted Day

It's been a pretty leisurely day today. I haven't really worked at all for a good while, and I was going to work today, but I ended up spending my time doing other things. Did a couple dailies, but not much in that area. Got my car insurance premiums paid before they expired tomorrow. Spent … Continue reading 2025-10-07 (Tuesday) — Bridgebuilding

(Written on the 7th) Rough day today. I'm just paralyzed in my addictions and avoidance of life. Fortunately, today I avoided the porn addiction, despite relapsing in so many other addictions again and again (sports and Amazon Prime stuff mostly). Feeling so frequently like I've failed at life, and that so much of what I've … Continue reading 2025-10-06 (Monday) — Dark Avoidance

(written on the 7th) Today was in some ways a repeat of yesterday, though there were some brighter spots. I I listened to all the General Conference talks from both days of Conference today, with the exception of I think a few that I remembered I'd listened to yesterday, so there was some good uplifting … Continue reading 2025-10-05 (Sunday) — Conference, Double Speed

(written on the 7th from notes taken previously) After several pretty good days in a row both emotionally and spiritually, after I left the trailer last night and went out to Rover after my absolutely exhausting day, I just... crashed. I had a super bad relapse in everything. I didn't get almost any sleep. Rain … Continue reading 2025-10-04 (Saturday) — Spent

(written on the 7th from notes taken previously) Got up relatively early. Spent some time on my dailies, and saw Heather off to work. And then I dove in again, day 4 of cleaning and rolling the foundation. Today left me absolutely hammered. The actual foundation portion of the job took a good long time … Continue reading 2025-10-03 (Friday) — Rolling, Day 4

(written on the 7th from notes taken previously) I was exhausted from yesterday, so I was pretty slow going to get started today. I ate breakfast, drag the horse poop, and then headed off to fill the water tank again. After filling it yesterday, I was only able to fill the one horse tank before … Continue reading 2025-10-02 (Thursday) — Rolling, Day 3

(written on the 7th from notes taken previously) Busted my butt today--all day. The cold weather moves in this weekend, so there's not much time to get everything done before it's too cold to apply the sealant to the basement walls. So... I'm just trying to pound through. Accordingly, after spending time doing my morning … Continue reading 2025-10-01 (Wednesday) — Rolling, Day 2

(Written on October 7th from notes) Amazingly, I woke up in a better place today--somehow. 🎉 I was positive and dove right into my dailies. I spent more time trying to be a source of peace and light online in YouTube comments sections. Ate some breakfast and then worked on the basement wall repair with … Continue reading 2025-09-30 (Tuesday) — Blowout Repair, Pt. 2. Let the Sealing Begin!

(written on October 7th, from notes taken previously) Back at it with the basement walls this morning. I spent my time vacuuming in preparation for sealing the walls. The walls, being made of a mix of Styrofoam and cement, have seen multiple years of degradation from being out in the sun, which has left many … Continue reading 2025-09-29 (Monday) — Vacuum Day