Well, the good news is that I didn't spend my entire day in my room. In fact, I didn't spend almost any of my day in my room today. I got up a bit after 11:00 or so, and I took a shower, and at some point in time I went out and started mowing … Continue reading 2022-06-07 — Forward Progress

Not much improvement... maybe a little. Still telling all potential customers 'no' right now. Two cars that I'd already promised and couldn't really, in good conscience, cancel. Ford truck I helped Miguel put in engine in way back in early 2019. Has a knock in the engine. Not good. Then a 2011 Honda Odyssey that … Continue reading 2022-06-06 — Breathing

I'm not really functional right now. Didn't really leave my room all day other than to get food and to help one of my hill family peeps with an issue with her car. Struggling. Lift the World ~ stephen

Whoops... forgot to publish this... ... Keep almost forgetting to write. Get tired. About to lie down. Then... "oh yeah, crap, haven't written yet." Took it easy today. Work has seemed so pointless lately. Earning money for what? So... I haven't worked as much. Been harder because of that. Good to take it easy. I … Continue reading 2022-06-04 — Trying

I'm tired, y'all. I don't mean that physically. I mean, yes, I'm physically tired, but I'm getting worse and worse emotionally. Had a bit of a breakdown today. And I'm tired of writing that in this journal, a daily reminder for me of how messed up I am right now, and a daily embarrassment of … Continue reading 2022-06-03 — Breakdown

It's... been an interesting day. Woke up late after being up crazy late. I did four cars, but I spent a lot longer than what the four cars should have taken. Two days in a row like that. It was an interesting day, though. After replacing the starter in a 2008 Honda Accord, I was … Continue reading 2022-06-02 — Ups and Downs

Really rough day, all the way around. I tried stock trading again and lost big again. Quit again. Hardest part is knowing I can do it, that I know strategies that'll work, but I can't discipline myself to trade according to my plans. That's... pretty devastating... and one more thing I'm a mess. And every … Continue reading 2022-06-01 — (sigh… x10)

I'm way late... I couldn't fall asleep last night to save my life. I guess even though I was short on sleep, the nap I took during the day just killed me. That's how it works with me, has my whole life, but I thought that it would be different last night because I was … Continue reading 2022-05-31 — On To The Next

Hiya, folks! 🙂 Been a relatively leisurely day today. I got up at... I don't remember... maybe 7 something? Gosh, my memory is failing me. I can't remember what I did this morning. 🙃 Whatever I did, I left for work a little early (about 9:30) because I had someone stranded at Walmart down in … Continue reading 2022-05-30 — Positive Progress on Day 2

Hiya, folks! 🙂 So it's been a successful first day. 🙂 Though i was up late, I got up at 9 something, which was better than I'd guessed given the hour I finally got to bed. Tonight I'm better positioned for a great start Monday, as it's 11:35 right now, and I should be in … Continue reading 2022-05-29 — Successful First Day