Today's title was in reference to my day's stock trading experience. Oof. 😬 I started the day up like $12 in premarket trading. Then shortly after the opening of the normal day trading session, a stock surged just the way I want them to. Over the course of the next very little while, I found … Continue reading 2022-04-20 — Walk Away, Stephen. Walk Away.

Hola, folkses. 😊 My morning trading session was pretty nutty. Ups and downs and ups and downs. I started out down about... $50? I don't remember for sure. Then I got up about $230, I think. Then I lost just about all of that. Then I went into the green about $350. I almost walked … Continue reading 2022-04-19 — Near Misses

Hello, my lovelies! 🙂 Things have gone mostly well today, so that helps in fighting the heavy, hard stuff I've been drowning in. Started off with a good morning trading stocks--made $819. I'm about $640 away from being back to break even on this grand stock market experiment. I was actually up more than $819 … Continue reading 2022-04-18 — Positives

You know, I had big plans for today. I was gonna get all this stuff done. And then I was going to go to bed early, so I wasn't exhausted to start the week. Whoops. Didn't really accomplish much of anything today other than cutting down some dead trees and clearing out a crap ton … Continue reading 2022-04-17 — Had Big Plans

Been hard lately, really hard. I keep saying I'm gonna keep fighting, and I imagine I will because I don't really know how to quit, I don't think, but I want to quit. I'm tired. So tired. I've been manufacturing reasons to get up in the morning, manufacturing hope and purpose. But I don't really … Continue reading 2022-04-16 — …

I've been a bit of a zombie today, so much sleep deprivation lately that I'm not really... present? I'm just sort of zoned out. I wasn't really capable of doing anything today, and the day is a bit of a haze. Decided not to fix cars today. It was rainy for part of the day, … Continue reading 2022-04-15 — Zombie

Only got like 3 hours, ish, of sleep last night. Super tired. I'm falling asleep while I'm chewing. That's... interesting. Up early, running and gunning, so to speak, with stocks. I made one trade, and I should have made money on it, but somehow my stock trading software got goofed up, so even though I … Continue reading 2022-04-14 — To Dreamland

(guess it didn't actually post when I published last night) Rough day, on a lot of fronts. But I'm a live. I'm tired. Brain isn't working. Life is hard. Got some tax stuff done today. That was good. The state wanted additional documentation for what I submitted a couple months ago. Funny thing is that … Continue reading 2022-04-13 — Rain Rain

Hola, my wonderfuls. 😊 I put my 2015 Nissan Sentra up for sale late last night, and I had lots and lots of people express interest, even in the middle of the night, so that was promising. Went to bed and slept decently. I got up early to trade the market, and I made a … Continue reading 2022-04-12 — ‘Nother Down

Hola, folks! Happy end of Monday. 🙂 Had a pretty good storm overnight, lots of rain, lots of thunder. Good stuff. Little Rock had a big tornado today, though, and Springdale is still trying to cleanup the damage from the tornado that went through there a week or two ago. Over here on Haven Hill, … Continue reading 2022-04-11 — Rebound