Really tired. Took the day offish, as it was snowing and wet today. Took my Terrain to Miguel's to have him try and sell it for me. Sleepy. Goodnight, y'all.

Got up about 3:30 this morning after going to bed at... 6:30 ish? So the all nighter seems to have helped a bit. Was a tough morning, down, discouraged, but I finally got out to work around 9:45, I think. I really really didn't want to work, but I had a bunch of cars on … Continue reading 2022-01-14 — Working Again

Man, I almost forgot to write tonight! I think tonight was the closest I've ever come to forgetting in almost two years. I haven't missed writing at least something every night since March of 2020, but tonight, I just barely closed my laptop when... bam! I realized I hadn't written yet. Might have something to … Continue reading 2022-01-13 — Out and About

Totally blew it today. I was supposed to get to bed and get up, but I just... couldn't. Instead, I slept from like 8 a.m. to 5 something p.m. In times like these I wonder if working for myself is more of a curse. Would I find the strength to go work if I were … Continue reading 2022-01-12 — All Nighter?

A little further forward today, I think. Rough morning headwise, probably the hardest of the last few weeks, but better at the moment. Of the less important things, I didn't quite make it out to actually fixing cars, but I did get in contact with just about everyone that I needed to in order to … Continue reading 2022-01-11 — Further Forward

Made a bit of progress today, a step forward. I got some tax stuff done. I made some progress toward getting cars scheduled to be worked on. I finished my laundry. So... some progress. As much as I've wasted a lot of time in uselessness and worse than uselessness in front of screens, I've also … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Forward

I don't feel depressed depressed, but I'm sort of acting like it... and maybe it is a bit of depression, since I can't seem to get going. I can't get myself to do anything but avoid real life, weeks in a row now just sleeping as long as I can and then staring at screens … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Back

Well... I got moving a little bit today. Maybe 30% better? That's... pretty good, I'd say. Actually got out of my bed and did some laundry... took the trash up to the other hill. Cleaned my room a little bit, and actually wrote a few sentences today instead of just one. So... that's something?

Gonna get out tomorrow. Gonna do it. Gonna figure out a way.

Nope. Didn't pull out today.