(written on August 2nd from notes taken previously) I was up late again last night. Gosh, I wish I could just get myself to follow my morning schedule. Why can't I get myself to get up at 5:00? Well, I guess the answer to that is pretty easy. I don't ever get to bed on … Continue reading 2025-07-30 (Wednesday) — A Rover Remodel

(written on August 1st from notes taken previously) I actually slept decently last night! 🤯 🙏 Pretty amazing considering I was on the side of the highway with loud trucks passing. Of course, I had my headphones in with my rain white noise going, but still, I slept way better than I have. I suppose … Continue reading 2025-07-29 (Tuesday) — Errand Pinball

(written on the first of August from notes taken previously) I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. I spent a bunch of time doing New Zealand research and what not. I was also a lot more vulnerable to relapse last night because one of the visitors to the springs yesterday was wearing a … Continue reading 2025-07-28 (Monday) — “Fall Into … Place”

(written on the 31st from notes taken previously, but written as though-ish it were the 27th) Bleery-eyed, I got up in the 8 o'clock our, I believe. One of the big questions for the morning was going to be whether or not I was going to finger tighten the solar panels and drive away as … Continue reading 2025-07-27 (Sunday) — Wait, What? 😶

(written on the 29th) So... the sun came up, which... meant I could turn off my headlamp. 🙃 But I was still at it. All day I was still at it. It was mid 90s yesterday, around 100 today. Or maybe vice versa? With the sun up, and with me feeling more comfortable making loud … Continue reading 2025-07-26 (Saturday) — Ahhh… Sleep 🫩

(written on the 28th) Today... Ugh... 😞 Rough day that didn't even end. Did some morning routine stuff and then started trying to help Heather and Hans with stuff they needed to do, trying to lighten super heavy loads at least a little bit. It started by changing the oil in their Jetta, which went … Continue reading 2025-07-25 (Friday) — *Really* Uncomfortable Blessings 😅

Been waking up a lot at nights. Don't know what the deal is, but I think I'm waking up more than usual. I've always been a light sleeper and woken up a lot at night, but it just seems like it's been... more frequent. It probably didn't help that I couldn't find my headphones last … Continue reading 2025-07-24 (Thursday) — Still There! 🙏

First, a hearty happy birthday to one of my sisters!  🥰 ... Aaaaand... let's see... I slept in a good bit today. Goddess, I don't think I got up for good until 8:45. Of course, I woke up about 80 trillion times, but I fell back asleep each time until finally prying myself out. It … Continue reading 2025-07-23 (Wednesday) — Wet Dog Smell 🙃

Did I mention little boy tired? 🙃 It's 9:31. Hoping to be in bed with eyes closed by 10. 🤞 I think I woke up somewhere around 7:00, so I didn't get enough sleep. I did some morning routine stuff and then headed off to the gym for my weekly mega workout. And boy, what … Continue reading 2025-07-22 (Tuesday) — Spiritually Starving

Little boy tired. 🛌 Slept in a bit, as has become the norm, unfortunately. I got up in time to wish my sister a good morning, after waking up early, I think around 5ish? When Hans left for work because I went to bed with the doors open to help the van cool off, now … Continue reading 2025-07-21 (Monday) — Which Is The Greater Pain?