Guess I was due for a crappy day. (Okay... every day is a good day. Ugh. This was one of those "try my patience by knocking me down every single time I get up all day long" kind of a day. I'm super stressed right now. I'm slammed. Being sick has really messed things up. … Continue reading 2021-01-04 — Over My Head

Happy day to you. 😊 Well, perhaps not surprisingly, I didn't achieve my goal of getting that post written that I said I was going to write--either of them, actually 🙃. I seem to make these statements of what I'm going to do, and then more often than not, I don't accomplish the goal for … Continue reading 2021-01-03 — I Think, Therefore, I Am

Buenas! Happy Saturday to all y'all. 😊 It's been another good day in 2021 over here. 🙂 I woke up feeling a tad bit better physically--the pre sore throat having reversed course, leaving my throat feeling normal. That was super nice. 😊 The tightness in my chest did come back, though, but I'll come back … Continue reading 2021-01-02 — Positively Negative

Hidy ho, folks. 😊 And a happy, joyful, gratitude-filled new year to you! 🙂 Isn't life amazing? High highs. Low lows. Plains, slopes, hills, mountains, cliffs, valleys, deserts, forests, jungles, prairies, tundra and more... both of the soul and of the land. Some days I'm so excited to live and make a difference for good … Continue reading 2021-01-01 — And Thus It Begins

Oh, brother. I'm tired. I was supposed to take the day off today, at least... not work on actual cars, but someone called relatively nearby who was stuck in the Walmart Supercenter parking lot in Rogers with a belt that came off, and if you remember from previous posts, belts don't just come off... there's … Continue reading 2020-12-31 — Of Taxes and Resolutions

Happy almost end of the year! 🥳 Just one last day in this quite memorable 2020. It's been a much more relaxing day today, gratefully. I expected it to be a crazy-busy day, but instead, it rained a lot, snowed some, is fixing to ice over tonight (northwest Missouri got a 4-inch ice storm, people … Continue reading 2020-12-30 — And Then There Was Only One

Hola, my lovelies. 😊 Tis been... a day. I just about relapsed last night. Only managed to stave it off because of the accountability stuff I signed up for, which would show my mom and one of my sisters the things that I'd looked at. 😬 Certainly not the best motivation for staying clean, but … Continue reading 2020-12-29 — Half Full, Half Empty

Hola, folkses, Hope y'all have had... growing days. 😊 I'm... late. It's 11:22 p.m. I didn't get home until after 10, and I only just barely finished scheduling for tomorrow. I got somewhere around 40 phone calls today 😶. I guess that means the Christmas slowdown is over? 🙃 So... yeah... I'm exhausted. My eyes … Continue reading 2020-12-28 — Like the Old Days

The Sunday blues started early and were quite heavy this morning. They are this evening as well as I write this. I managed to keep them at bay during the day by just keeping busy. I'm lonely. I long for a companion. I've let fear creep in pretty good, and I'm struggling. It's really hard … Continue reading 2020-12-27 — Hanging On

Hey folks, it's been a pretty positive, relaxing day, but the last few minutes just hit me super sideways, just as I was about to write in my journal, and... I'm... quite irritated. Add that to the fact that it's 9:37, and I'm just gonna call it a night. Scheduling. Chores. Cars to fix. Grocery … Continue reading 2020-12-26 — Try Again Tomorrow