10:51. Rough day. Seems like just about everything that could go wrong, did. Tired. Worn out. Didn't take care of my health today either. Didn't eat or drink anything between breakfast and a very late dinner. Not good. #1. Grateful that I have warm clothes in cold weather. Warm enough that I was not cold, … Continue reading 2020-12-15 — A Quickie

Hola, peeps. I hope y'all have had a peaceful Monday. 🙂 I'm gonna try and just be positive in this entry, looking at the silver lining in everything. Wish me luck. 🙃 #1. I'm grateful I was able to sleep well last night. I think the steroid was playing with my sleep a bit, and … Continue reading 2020-12-14 — Not the Fuel Pump

The ex porn star interview videos had been so helpful that I wanted to keep refreshing my mind every day to keep the compassion and love for my fellow beings alive enough for it not to get swallowed up by the addiction when it came swinging again. With that in mind, I started watching more … Continue reading 2020-12-13 — Feeling… Foolish and Discouraged.

I don't know if I've mentioned it, but in addition to the motorhome that dragged out for so long, I also had a Land Rover that was dragging out for quite a long time as well. Good news! That one's done now, too! That's two in two days now! Granted it's 10:02 p.m. and I'm … Continue reading 2020-12-12 — Another Dragger Buttoned Up

Yes, ladies and gentleman. After what, maybe two, maybe three months? The motorhome is finally done!!! And in the rain, no less. Today was the day. I wasn't going to leave that beast one more time without leaving it running. So despite the rain, despite the cold wind, I did it. It's done. Done. Done!!! … Continue reading 2020-12-11 — It’s Finished!!!

The small hope of seeing the aurora borealis tonight apparently has turned to "zero chance," so that's too bad, but given that I didn't even hear about the possibility until tonight and found out about a minute later that it wasn't going to happen, it's not a terrible loss. But that is one thing I'd … Continue reading 2020-12-10 — No Shining Down to Dallas

Can anyone guess what the x-rays of my finger found? Bet you can't guess!! Looks like you actually did. Drumroll, please! ba ba da ba! Nothing! Medically, the terminology is "unremarkable." In this particular case, though, it's probably a good thing that the x-rays didn't find problems. Nice to know the bones are all where … Continue reading 2020-12-09 — Unremarkable

Hey, folks, It's been quite the day today. I woke up at 4 something this morning with my brain going 90 miles an hour. Not really anything positive. Fears. Pain (emotional). All sorts of stuff. I tried to go back to sleep. I dozed here and there. It was rough. When I finally woke up … Continue reading 2020-12-08 —

Hiya, folks, It's been a really hard day today. I don't now why it's been affecting me so much, but I've been really scared about what's going on with my finger. It's just messed up, and I don't know what's going on. I'd thought that I just needed to wait for the gash to heal, … Continue reading 2020-12-07 — Letting Fear Take Over

I'm feeling... I can't think of the word. I'm pensive, for sure. But... perhaps... sorrowful? Regretful? I don't know. Lots of thoughts right now. My finger is healing, but there's something that's not right--at all. I'm hoping that it'll resolve itself, but I'm also concerned it won't. The flesh is now almost completely healed, but … Continue reading 2020-12-06 — What’s the Word?