Hola, my wonderful peoples. I'm motivated. I've been tasting change lately, and I like it. I want more of it. I've cut pornography out of my life, and I don't miss it. I don't think about it. I don't want it. I don't crave it. I'm just... done with it. It's like, meh. And it … Continue reading 2020-07-21 — Motivated
Author: stephenfcarman
2020-07-20 — Twice My Savior
Hola, mi peeps, Happy Monday. 🙂 I don't feel like I have much to say today. Or rather, I feel like a tired little blog whose days are all sounding the same with little in the way of adventure or inspiration to capture the imagination of my readers. 😞 I mean... It's been another absolutely … Continue reading 2020-07-20 — Twice My Savior
2020-07-19 — The Days Roll On
Hiya, folks. 🙂 Happy Sunday. It's been my goal to get my journal/post done earlier than I've been getting it done. I took a step toward that a few days ago, starting a... 10 p.m. curfew of sorts. But I think it's pretty clear that I'm going to have to knock it down to 9 … Continue reading 2020-07-19 — The Days Roll On
2020-07-18 — Peace, Be Still
Hello, all you fabulous people, you. 😊 Today has been... wonderful. About time, huh? Two weeks of roller coaster madness, and today I've been pretty much calm and in a good mood all day; And starting... I don't know... about 7:30, maybe? I've been happy and completely at peace. Peace!!! Oh, it's been a while. … Continue reading 2020-07-18 — Peace, Be Still
2020-07-17 — A Conversation About Fear
Hey peeps, I'm pretty sure I've spent some time on at least one of my posts talking in depth about how big of an issue fear is in my life, how much it has paralyzed me for so many years in so many things. Not surprisingly, then, fear has been perhaps the most dominant emotion … Continue reading 2020-07-17 — A Conversation About Fear
2020-07-16 — The World for a Title
Hey everyone, Happy almost weekend. What does one write when the days blend together and you feel you have nothing new to write? I guess I've realized that for private things, I really do need a separate journal. I meant this to be completely transparent... but there's that sticky issue of what to do when … Continue reading 2020-07-16 — The World for a Title
2020-07-15 — Thoroughly Wasted
Hey folks, Happy Wednesday evening. It's been a rough one for me in the ongoing saga of working through all these old things with my old friend. I wasn't going to write about it much anymore, but... this is my life. It's been my whole world for so long... how do I not? I imagine … Continue reading 2020-07-15 — Thoroughly Wasted
2020-07-14 — Getting to Bed Too Late
I should have been in bed a long time ago. I was working on a project and kept thinking I was almost done, only to realize, that I still had tons left to do to finish it. The scroll list on my computer looked like it was almost done, but then I guess a whole bunch … Continue reading 2020-07-14 — Getting to Bed Too Late
2020-07-13 — Endurance
We walk the road, however imperfectly our gait, however low our head might hang, though our feet drag the pebbles along, still... we continue on. Hey, folks, I think the poison ivy finally turned the corner today. I don't think I noticed any new outbreaks anywhere, at least that I can recall. Now that it's … Continue reading 2020-07-13 — Endurance
2020-07-12 — With Wings As Eagles
Hey everybody, Happy way too early morning to be reasonable at all! I hope y'all have had an enjoyable weekend. As usual, I've handicapped myself at the beginning of yet another week by being up into the wee hours of the morning. That said, I was on a very important phone call, and I wouldn't … Continue reading 2020-07-12 — With Wings As Eagles