Super rough night last night trying to sleep. My nerve issues are just killing me right now. I changed positions I don't know how many gazillions of times hoping to find some relief, somehow, some way, some position. Gosh I wish I knew what I did while stretching that blew everything up. I wish I … Continue reading 2025-05-14 (Wednesday) — Say Uncle! Say Uncle!
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2025-05-13 (Tuesday) — Back to Umpqua
(written on the 14th from notes) Undisturbed. 😊🙏 Spent some time first thing chatting with Captain Universe. Called both the customers who asked me to call them one at 9:00 a.m. and one at 9:30, and neither one of them answered their phones. Spent some time working on my journal post. Started taking work calls … Continue reading 2025-05-13 (Tuesday) — Back to Umpqua
2025-05-12 (Monday) — A Little of Everything
(written on the 13th from notes) Gratefully, I was undisturbed last night, but I was up late catching up on journal entries and whatnot, and then my brain woke up early, wide awake after only maybe 5ish hours of sleep, so I got tired pretty early today. I also battled nerve issues, bad nerve issues, … Continue reading 2025-05-12 (Monday) — A Little of Everything
2025-05-11 (Sunday) — My Great God
(written the morning of the 12th) What a glorious day. 🥰 I feel so full of light and love. It's just... aaaah. 🥰 Bring it on, right? Once again I find myself grateful to have been undisturbed through the night. 🥳 Additionally, though only a small gravel pull out along the side of the road, … Continue reading 2025-05-11 (Sunday) — My Great God
2025-05-10 (Saturday) — Where Has Ore Gon?
(written in the wee hours of the morning of the 12th from notes taken previously) Another night, undisturbed. 🥳 I got there after others had already arrived and set up for the night, and I left before they were up for the morning. I don't think I got quite 8 hours of sleep, but I … Continue reading 2025-05-10 (Saturday) — Where Has Ore Gon?
2025-05-09 (Friday) — Ocean By The Road
(written just after midnight of the 11th, early morning of the 12th from notes taken previously) Gratefully, I was undisturbed last night. I'm grateful that the rest area allows for up to 8 hours of stopping. There were a pretty good number of us taking advantage of the 8-hour rest time. I don't know if … Continue reading 2025-05-09 (Friday) — Ocean By The Road
2025-05-08 (Thursday) — Bounce Back!
(written on the 10th and 11th from notes) I think I might have gotten something like 11 hours of sleep last night. 🥳 It was glorious. 😊 I don't think I got up until somewhere around 10 or 11 o'clock, but I didn't miss much, as the morning fog off the ocean was so thick … Continue reading 2025-05-08 (Thursday) — Bounce Back!
2025-05-07 (Wednesday) — Beautiful California
(written on the 9th from notes taken previously) Two nights in a row with very little sleep. 😅 Sadly, part of that was because I relapsed in porn et al... badly. 😞 Media... movies... TV... such huge triggers for me. I've been slipping pretty good lately. I've developed so many bad habits... so many patterns … Continue reading 2025-05-07 (Wednesday) — Beautiful California
2025-05-06 (Tuesday) — Goodbye Family!
(written on the 9th from notes taken previously) I definitely didn't get very much sleep last night. Between going to bed at like 3:00 something and getting up at like 6:00 ish, it was a rough night. 😅 I left the neighborhood early because I didn't want to cause problems, not that I would have, … Continue reading 2025-05-06 (Tuesday) — Goodbye Family!
2025-05-05 (Monday) — Long Time, No See!
(written on the 9th from notes taken previously) Definitely nice to be able to wake up in the casino upper parking lot, no worrying about anyone bothering me during the night. Gratefully, I've been on this trip for a month, and had zero issues with anybody any night for the whole trip so far. 🥳 … Continue reading 2025-05-05 (Monday) — Long Time, No See!