(written on the 22nd from notes taken previously) Today was pretty much all day foundation work. The three of us worked together to build up the level of dirt to make it even with the bottom of the form-a-drain. I screened the dirt for rocks, and Heather and Hans did the build up, though I … Continue reading 2025-10-13 (Monday) — Foundational 2

(written on the 22nd from notes taken previously) I just couldn't today. Went to the grocery store. Vegged in the parking lot there for a while. Headed back home and charged up my power station. Drove over to Cascade Springs and spent the entire rest of the day there, face glued to my phone, paralyzed. … Continue reading 2025-10-12 (Sunday) — Back to Paralysis

(written on the 22nd from notes taken previously) A little over a week later, and I was finally back at it, back at working on the house. Greatly, it warmed up enough to do a little bit of work, so I started busting out as much as I could get done on the house. I … Continue reading 2025-10-11 (Saturday) — Foundational

(written on the 22nd from notes taken previously) I don't remember much of anything from today. 😕 It did have a pain on my head that I didn't mention. Just about at my hairline above my ear, just barely brushing my finger across the skin, and it feels like somebody's jabbing me with a knife. … Continue reading 2025-10-10 (Friday) — Aches and Pains

(written on the 22nd from those taken previously) It's been a really rough week. Pretty much ever since busting my butt trying to get all the foundation stuff squared away last Friday, I've been... mostly paralyzed and useless. 😕 And when I was finally able to pull myself up by my little boot straps and … Continue reading 2025-10-09 (Thursday) — Epic Fiberglass Fail

(written October 22nd from notes taken previously) I woke up this morning to an email from an old co-worker, and though it seemed a little weird, it was an event invite, and I knew/thought I remembered that she was retiring soon, so I didn't at first suspect that it might be a hacked account sending … Continue reading 2025-10-08 (Wednesday) — Busted Day

It's been a pretty leisurely day today. I haven't really worked at all for a good while, and I was going to work today, but I ended up spending my time doing other things. Did a couple dailies, but not much in that area. Got my car insurance premiums paid before they expired tomorrow. Spent … Continue reading 2025-10-07 (Tuesday) — Bridgebuilding

(Written on the 7th) Rough day today. I'm just paralyzed in my addictions and avoidance of life. Fortunately, today I avoided the porn addiction, despite relapsing in so many other addictions again and again (sports and Amazon Prime stuff mostly). Feeling so frequently like I've failed at life, and that so much of what I've … Continue reading 2025-10-06 (Monday) — Dark Avoidance

(written on the 7th) Today was in some ways a repeat of yesterday, though there were some brighter spots. I I listened to all the General Conference talks from both days of Conference today, with the exception of I think a few that I remembered I'd listened to yesterday, so there was some good uplifting … Continue reading 2025-10-05 (Sunday) — Conference, Double Speed

(written on the 7th from notes taken previously) After several pretty good days in a row both emotionally and spiritually, after I left the trailer last night and went out to Rover after my absolutely exhausting day, I just... crashed. I had a super bad relapse in everything. I didn't get almost any sleep. Rain … Continue reading 2025-10-04 (Saturday) — Spent