I'm... happy. 😊 I don't just mean I had fun today, or today was a good day, etc. I'm happy. Soul-deep happy. 🥰 I guess the honeymoon isn't over. 😊 🥳 The day started off really well. 🎉 I played one of my favorite songs from the "songs of praise" section of the LDS Library … Continue reading 2025-05-15 (Thursday) — I’m Happy 😊

Super rough night last night trying to sleep. My nerve issues are just killing me right now. I changed positions I don't know how many gazillions of times hoping to find some relief, somehow, some way, some position. Gosh I wish I knew what I did while stretching that blew everything up. I wish I … Continue reading 2025-05-14 (Wednesday) — Say Uncle! Say Uncle!

(written on the 14th from notes) Undisturbed. 😊🙏 Spent some time first thing chatting with Captain Universe. Called both the customers who asked me to call them one at 9:00 a.m. and one at 9:30, and neither one of them answered their phones. Spent some time working on my journal post. Started taking work calls … Continue reading 2025-05-13 (Tuesday) — Back to Umpqua

(written on the 13th from notes) Gratefully, I was undisturbed last night, but I was up late catching up on journal entries and whatnot, and then my brain woke up early, wide awake after only maybe 5ish hours of sleep, so I got tired pretty early today. I also battled nerve issues, bad nerve issues, … Continue reading 2025-05-12 (Monday) — A Little of Everything

(written the morning of the 12th) What a glorious day. 🥰 I feel so full of light and love. It's just... aaaah. 🥰 Bring it on, right? Once again I find myself grateful to have been undisturbed through the night. 🥳 Additionally, though only a small gravel pull out along the side of the road, … Continue reading 2025-05-11 (Sunday) — My Great God

(written in the wee hours of the morning of the 12th from notes taken previously) Another night, undisturbed. 🥳 I got there after others had already arrived and set up for the night, and I left before they were up for the morning. I don't think I got quite 8 hours of sleep, but I … Continue reading 2025-05-10 (Saturday) — Where Has Ore Gon?

(written just after midnight of the 11th, early morning of the 12th from notes taken previously) Gratefully, I was undisturbed last night. I'm grateful that the rest area allows for up to 8 hours of stopping. There were a pretty good number of us taking advantage of the 8-hour rest time. I don't know if … Continue reading 2025-05-09 (Friday) — Ocean By The Road

(written on the 10th and 11th from notes) I think I might have gotten something like 11 hours of sleep last night. 🥳 It was glorious. 😊 I don't think I got up until somewhere around 10 or 11 o'clock, but I didn't miss much, as the morning fog off the ocean was so thick … Continue reading 2025-05-08 (Thursday) — Bounce Back!

(written on the 9th from notes taken previously) Two nights in a row with very little sleep. 😅 Sadly, part of that was because I relapsed in porn et al... badly. 😞 Media... movies... TV... such huge triggers for me. I've been slipping pretty good lately. I've developed so many bad habits... so many patterns … Continue reading 2025-05-07 (Wednesday) — Beautiful California

(written on the 9th from notes taken previously) I definitely didn't get very much sleep last night. Between going to bed at like 3:00 something and getting up at like 6:00 ish, it was a rough night. 😅 I left the neighborhood early because I didn't want to cause problems, not that I would have, … Continue reading 2025-05-06 (Tuesday) — Goodbye Family!