Been a rough few days. Relapsed... in nearly every area I possibly could have--porn, media, sugar...etc. Getting back on the wagon. Slowly. Starting to turn the corner. Been wet and snowy. No cars Monday. One car yesterday (a 2008 Suburban that he wanted me to replace the oil pressure sensor on, and normally for the … Continue reading 2024-01-09 — What Fills You

January 6th... Thoughts... ... Let's see... the day... So! Finally, after having been on the Haven Hill family to-do list for years, at this point, I think, we finally got the deck braced and supported. There is still one more set of boards that need to be put in, but the deck is now resting … Continue reading 2024-01-06 — Supported

Slept in again. Still not back on my routine. The good thing, though, was that I actually felt rested a bit this morning for the first time in a long time. I think I slept for like 8 and 1/2 hours? 🥳 I won't get that tonight, but it was nice last night. Did I … Continue reading 2024-01-05 — To The Weekend!

(written on the 5th but in the first person is though it were the fourth} I slept in, of course, after that super super late night last night, so the only part of my morning routine that went as planned, was prayer with my mom. First job of the day was a 2015 Volkswagen Passat … Continue reading 2024-01-04 — Slowish Day

Howdy hi, my lovelies. 😊 It's the fifth, but I'm writing this entry for the third as though It were still the third because my brain just... Works better that way. 🙃 It was back to work today. Not very productive as work days go, but I was fine with it because I'm sort of … Continue reading 2024-01-03 — Back to Work

It was so nice to be home today (writing about the 2nd the morning of the 4th). I slept in until 7:00, I think, in time to have scripture study with my mom. I forced myself to not taken nap, so that I would be able to easily fall asleep and not have any issues … Continue reading 2024-01-02 — Room to Breathe

Not too long after the clock struck 12 to ring in the new year, with my head pounding from an awful migraine, I decided to swing by the Walgreens that had been open on Christmas to see if maybe, just maybe, it was also open for New Year's as well. But there was no such … Continue reading 2024-01-01 — Home

Migraining. Depressed. I just want to be home. Gonna head that way tomorrow. 😞

My body hates me right now. It really really really hates me. And I sort of want to die. 😅 (Not in the real sense, but I really am super super miserable right now.). On the bright side, I think I have confirmed with pretty much irrefutable evidence that the issues with pain in my … Continue reading 2023-12-30 — Bodily Revolt

My elbows hurt. 😬 ... After getting up this morning, having slept in a good bit, I headed up the canyon. I spent some time writing my journal entry for yesterday and hiked up Slide Canyon to one of my favorite waterfalls to see what it was like halfway frozen (I don't think I've ever … Continue reading 2023-12-29 — Sore Elbows