2020-08-26 — Man Down

Hola, folks 😊.

Another morning waking up at 5:30 to run my business. That’s been tough. Lack of sleep. Flying the moment I wake up. Took three hours this morning just getting scheduling and whatnot done.

I just realized I didn’t get any of my dailies done. No meditation. No study. Did I pray? I don’t know 😶.

So… I give myself a pass today. 😊 Better luck tomorrow. I’m taking the day “off” (just phone calls, scheduling, and quotes), so I’m gonna sleep in a bit… at last until 6. 🙃

Was a rough day in some respects. The tech I had who was just about to start working for me and who had a rough outing the last couple of times he did jobs for me decided to hang up the wrenches. Rough times for him. Rough times on this end as well handling the fallout. But it’s more important that he get where he needs to go. I’ll get things figured out here. I’ll probably be gone another week, and then I’ll probably put an ad out looking for another mechanic. We’ll see how it goes.

One step at a time.

Let’s see… so… the day is a blur. I honestly… what did I do? I did take a long nap. That was nice. Lots of sleep deprivation. I’m feeling a little stagnant, though, like I’m not seeing progress in myself (growth) for a little bit. I’ve been so used to seeing positive changes on a regular basis that it feels weird not to feel any or see any today. At least not that I can remember.

That said, I can still be grateful. 😊

#1. I’m grateful for naps, and the opportunity to take naps.

#2. I’m grateful to be able to be here in my grandparents’ old house, possibly for the last time, to say goodbye.

#3. I’m grateful for beautiful summer Seattle weather. I think the high was like 77 degrees today? So nice.

#4. I’m grateful that Mindy (the little dog my mom got) is slowly (very slowly) warming up to me (extremely slowly, but it’s something).

#5. I’m grateful for modern technology and how easy communication is across great distances.

Good night, folks. I’m gonna do better tomorrow. Gonna get my dailies done for sure. Much better days when I start grounded.

Loves and hugs to all you Lovelies.

Thanks!

Lift the World.

~ stephen

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  1. Hola, brother! When do we get to see you?! 🙂 🙂 Really, no pressure… I would have already been up there to see you, but our all-day trainings for school started on Monday and there is a LOT to do to prepare for the school year. It would have been a *lot* better to have had this information in the spring so we could prepare!! As it is, I emerged today to go to the barn for a couple hours, and that felt grrrreat! Fiona and I are finally making what feels like steady progress. WOOHOOOOOO!!!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂 And our garden is finally bearing fruit!! It’s been bearing beans and cucumbers for a while (we have cucumbers coming out our ears!!!) but it’s actually bearing tomatoes and eggplants and peppers!! And the potatoes have done well this year and the beets are doing far better than they could be and so are the carrots! The spaghetti squash are finally beginning to turn yellow!! 🙂 🙂 🙂 Yaaaaaay!!! Lots to revise and improve for next year, but the best harvest we’ve had so far! Yaaaaaay!!! 🙂 🙂

    Well – I will have a lot to do to prepare for school which starts Wednesday, but tomorrow is the last day of full-day guided work and trainings and then I have to take Friday, Monday, or Tuesday for a full day of personal work (hey, at least I’ll get paid for it!) – anyway, all that means is, if you can’t get down here, we’ll probably be able to get up there soon. 🙂 🙂

    Sending love! I’m SO GLAD YOU’RE SO CLOSE!!!!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

    Lots of love! 🙂

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