Folks, it's been a day. That's all I'm gonna say. We'll focus on the positive, right? #1. I'm grateful that despite monumental challenges, the work van is at least home even if it's probably going to be a bust. #2. I'm grateful that though I didn't eat anything today until just now, I'm not migraining … Continue reading 2020-12-21 — Happy Solstice and Special Star Night

Hiya, folks, I'm struggling again. Sorry to be a downer so regularly. Might be related to whatever this health issue is. I can't tell if it messes with my emotional stability, but I think other people have mentioned that they feel like they see patterns to that nature, even that my relapses tend to occur … Continue reading 2020-12-20 — Repeat

I'm wiped. I'm fighting off the second iteration of this last bout with my mystery disease. I went to bed with it, woke up multiple times during the night with it, and fought with it until probably maybe 1:30 or so this afternoon. I was fine from 1:30 until about 5 or so when I … Continue reading 2020-12-19 — Time to Rest

Hey hey, not feeling so hot right now. Body messed up. I thought I'd taken care of myself, but apparently not. Hit hard today. Migraining, a little nauseous. Can't think so well. Spent four or so hours on the phone with the IRS this morning. First lady was uber frustrating (and I wasn't the kindest … Continue reading 2020-12-18 — Migraining

The day started with a small (but large given the way things have gone lately) success in that I got up on time despite getting to bed late yet again. Victory. 😊 It was a hard morning, though, and I let myself get swallowed pretty quickly. My friend Cory sort of assigned himself text duty … Continue reading 2020-12-17 — Thank You, Cory

Hiya, folks! Okay, 8:58... Two minutes to write in my journal, floss, brush, let my super late dinner settle and get out of my stomach, chat with Captain Universe, and crash. One minute. 🙃 #1. I'm grateful that the day filled out a decent amount for David. I think it ended up being full day … Continue reading 2020-12-16 — The First Computer

10:51. Rough day. Seems like just about everything that could go wrong, did. Tired. Worn out. Didn't take care of my health today either. Didn't eat or drink anything between breakfast and a very late dinner. Not good. #1. Grateful that I have warm clothes in cold weather. Warm enough that I was not cold, … Continue reading 2020-12-15 — A Quickie

Hola, peeps. I hope y'all have had a peaceful Monday. 🙂 I'm gonna try and just be positive in this entry, looking at the silver lining in everything. Wish me luck. 🙃 #1. I'm grateful I was able to sleep well last night. I think the steroid was playing with my sleep a bit, and … Continue reading 2020-12-14 — Not the Fuel Pump

The ex porn star interview videos had been so helpful that I wanted to keep refreshing my mind every day to keep the compassion and love for my fellow beings alive enough for it not to get swallowed up by the addiction when it came swinging again. With that in mind, I started watching more … Continue reading 2020-12-13 — Feeling… Foolish and Discouraged.

I don't know if I've mentioned it, but in addition to the motorhome that dragged out for so long, I also had a Land Rover that was dragging out for quite a long time as well. Good news! That one's done now, too! That's two in two days now! Granted it's 10:02 p.m. and I'm … Continue reading 2020-12-12 — Another Dragger Buttoned Up