My… I don’t even know what to call it… my perspective? My understanding? My… view? Whatever the most accurate phrase be of how this world and the universe works has been coalescing in recent days. I find myself more and more settling in my mind an understanding of “things as they really are.”
Granted, it could be opaque hamster ball syndrome and simply yet another layer of the onion, but I’m starting to feel more and more like the pieces of my understanding are coming together to form a more coherent whole.
It’s nice.
It’s… thought provoking.
It… leaves me quite… pensive? So much running through my mind. So much to understand and apply. Yet another new lens through which I find the world looks different… again.
So… I spent some time today pondering a little bit, and I had a good little conversation with my mom about prayer and what we’re both learning… trying to understand and apply.
Good stuff.
I have lots of choices I’m trying to make, and my perspective is shifting, which makes the choices… harder? Like maybe I’m not quite ready to make them yet because the perspectives are shifting so quickly? But they are coming together, so… I’m hoping to have a clearer direction soon. We’ll see. I’m not gonna worry about it. I’m just gonna let it come.
It’s time for bed. I’m yet again later than I’d hoped.
Lift the World.
~ stephen