Hiya, folks, Happy Monday. 🙂 Head hurts. Sort of a repeat from yesterday, I think. It's been a busy day--really busy, and some unhappy news as well. Let's see... I slept in a little bit feeling the way I was. Then I did a 5x5! 🥳 It was only one of 5, but hey, it's … Continue reading 2021-05-10 — Pray for Chrysti Et Al, Please

Hey, y'all. I'm not feeling so hot, so please forgive the short entry. The going over the edge from not taking care of myself properly yesterday was delayed, and I'm not doing well right now. Headache/pre=migraine/whatever. Mild nausea. Not thinking very well. Not sure what my body needs. That's one of the hard things. When … Continue reading 2021-05-09 — Not Quite With It

Holar, my folks! Happy Sunday madrugada! Been a good day today. For starters, I got up at 5:30!!! What a improvement! Yay! (don't think I'm gonna match that, as I'm pretty tired, couldn't fall asleep last night, so I only got like 4 hours of sleep. But I got up at 5:30, chatted with Big … Continue reading 2021-05-08 — Steady Onward

So much has been on my mind recently. The brain swirls. I slept in again today (partly the product of going to bed so late again). I again made the poor choice to finish a movie I'd already started the day before instead of just going to bed. I don't want to waste my life … Continue reading 2021-05-07 — Another Step Up

Hiya, folks. It's been quite the day for me today. I slept in a bit and took it pretty easy with work stuff, just doing three very simple jobs (no start, he'd run out of gas; running rough, had a bad coil; and no start... needed a battery). Taking it easy with work stuff was … Continue reading 2021-05-06 — Another Reconnection

Better day today than yesterday. Got out of bed. Did some laundry. Did three cars--noise diagnosis (bad fan), wheel wobble diagnosis (bad inner tie rods), and a starter replacement (ignition wire was shorted to itself, so once engaged, it would just crank and crank and crank. Got a little more done on the assessment work … Continue reading 2021-05-05 — Digging A Little

I haven't left my bed pretty much all day. Paralyzed again. Falling apart. Can't seem to face life. ~ stephen

Hey, folks, thanks, for your support! I'm in a much better place today than I was yesterday. I'm not 100%, but I'm much much better. It's been relapses, lots of wasted time, feeling emotionally and physically paralyzed and spiritually nearly dead, but now I'm feeling much better than yesterday. I sort of took the day … Continue reading 2021-05-03 — Pulling Out

I'm a bit paralyzed today. I can't even do the things I love--enjoy the rain on my day off, participate in the family meeting. I can't get myself to do anything but watch documentaries of various historical things and debates about the existence of God, etc. I'm just... paralyzed. Depression settling in. 🙁 ~ stephen

Impromptu day off today. Bookend relapses with a day full of service between. Certainly not a great day but... I'm gonna focus on the good. I chose to take today off instead of pushing myself further when I was already down. So that was good. I spent the day helping other people, fixing a couple … Continue reading 2021-05-01 — Trying to Slow Down