It’s been a pretty hellish day.
I’m miserable, honestly. With tax crap. In life. I survive day to day and try to give a smile and be kind and encouraging, but inside I’m… a mess.
Supposed to go back working on cars tomorrow.
Really don’t want to.
Really don’t want to.
Can’t wait to be free of this tax mess.
Can’t wait to be free and to do what i want. This is a prison. Might sound a little melodramatic. Don’t mean it to be. It’s just… yeah.
I’m tired. Need to go to bed. Didn’t make almost any progress today because i had to redo a whole bunch from yesterday because the files I saved didn’t save properly, so i had to go back through all gazillion of them and reformat and re-save them.
Everything is fighting me tooth and nail every step of the way.
It’s so discouraging. It feels like a recurring theme in my life. I think I’m there, and then I’m not, and there’s so much more to go, and i never really get there.
It’s somewhere between discouraging and devastating.
And of course, y’all get to see me at my really low points, and when i write in my journal/blog, it’s often a low point in the day, so it magnifies things for all of you, I’m sure.
We’ll keep fighting through, though. There’s gotta be light at some point.
I hope.
Lift the World.
~ stephen
Lift the World 
Yes, keep fighting! It does get better. I’ve been where you are (with personal aspects of my life)… It does get better!