Been hard lately, really hard. I keep saying I’m gonna keep fighting, and I imagine I will because I don’t really know how to quit, I don’t think, but I want to quit. I’m tired. So tired. I’ve been manufacturing reasons to get up in the morning, manufacturing hope and purpose. But I don’t really believe in good things to come for myself, so it’s hard to keep manufacturing positivity and energy for the future.
I want to be the kind of person that says, well, I may have lost my hopes, but I can still make a difference for others.
I want to be that person, but I never realized how intertwined having a partner to do all that with was with the hopes themselves.
I’m struggling. A lot… and in a lot of different ways. Mostly, I’m lonely for a companion. A friend pointed me to EHarmony. It’s expensive, but finding a companion has no price. So I’ll try that one. Apparently, it’s a more thoughtfully created singles site, and from what I see so far, I agree. I haven’t bought the membership just yet. It’s super expensive, but I will shortly, once I’m a bit better on top of things.
Hope y’all had a great week. Loves and hugs.
Lift the World
~ stephen
Lift the World 
I know 2 couples that met on plenty of fish and have been married 5+ years now. I think it’s free. But also I heard a lot of hook up type contacts.
Don’t give up. There is always hope. Every day is a new day and anything can happen.
One day, your energy will draw the right person for you.
Im single by choice, and it does get hard sometimes.
Thanks, Blogreader! I tried Plenty of Fish for a little while a handful of months ago. I think they’re $20/month, or something like that. I might try it again, but I just plunked down nearly $500 for EHarmony, so we’ll see how it goes on this one for a while before moving over to others!!! Thanks, for the encouragement. 😊
Wow $500. Didn’t know it was that much. I heard Eharmoney was strongly Christian based. Never knew any couples who met on there. Hopefully they can match you up. My only advice is…even if someone doesn’t seem like the right fit, give it a chance to meet. If it doesn’t work out, then you are at least building experience meeting people. A lot of times what you see on the screen isn’t what you get in person.
Good advice, thx! 😊
Thanks, Blogreader! Yes, it’s expensive, and you’re right, experience will be good. Hard, but good. 😊