2022-01-13 — Out and About

Man, I almost forgot to write tonight! I think tonight was the closest I've ever come to forgetting in almost two years. I haven't missed writing at least something every night since March of 2020, but tonight, I just barely closed my laptop when... bam! I realized I hadn't written yet. Might have something to … Continue reading 2022-01-13 — Out and About

2022-01-12 — All Nighter?

Totally blew it today. I was supposed to get to bed and get up, but I just... couldn't. Instead, I slept from like 8 a.m. to 5 something p.m. In times like these I wonder if working for myself is more of a curse. Would I find the strength to go work if I were … Continue reading 2022-01-12 — All Nighter?

2022-01-11 — Further Forward

A little further forward today, I think. Rough morning headwise, probably the hardest of the last few weeks, but better at the moment. Of the less important things, I didn't quite make it out to actually fixing cars, but I did get in contact with just about everyone that I needed to in order to … Continue reading 2022-01-11 — Further Forward

2022-01-10 — Step Forward

Made a bit of progress today, a step forward. I got some tax stuff done. I made some progress toward getting cars scheduled to be worked on. I finished my laundry. So... some progress. As much as I've wasted a lot of time in uselessness and worse than uselessness in front of screens, I've also … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Forward

2022-01-10 — Step Back

I don't feel depressed depressed, but I'm sort of acting like it... and maybe it is a bit of depression, since I can't seem to get going. I can't get myself to do anything but avoid real life, weeks in a row now just sleeping as long as I can and then staring at screens … Continue reading 2022-01-10 — Step Back

2022-01-09 — 30% Better

Well... I got moving a little bit today. Maybe 30% better? That's... pretty good, I'd say. Actually got out of my bed and did some laundry... took the trash up to the other hill. Cleaned my room a little bit, and actually wrote a few sentences today instead of just one. So... that's something?