Good day, maties! 😊 Happy Thursday. 😊 4 o'clock jam this morning, but i was quite off today. No immediate push-ups, started my 5x5s, but then i spent the next 1 1/2 hours replying to WordPress stuff. 🙃 Whoops. 🙃 So i didn't get my exercise in. I didn't get my cold shower in. I … Continue reading 2021-11-18 — Poison Smoke?

'Tis morning, and I've had so many thoughts coursing through my mind--my mind just goes and goes. ... And now it's evening and 9 minutes to bed time. 🙃 It's been quite the day today. Nothing major but lots of deep brain stuff. I'll just plug along chronologically. The day started out with my 4 … Continue reading 2021-11-17 — Spontaneous Assembly

I've done much of this already over the years, but I'm starting over, as I think doing it this way and to this depth will add significant value to my understanding and help get me to zero hour, fear free. I've also never dug all the way through all my fears. So this will be … Continue reading 50 Days to No Fear: Step 2 — Fear Work Back (in progress)

Holar, and happy Tuesday to you! 🙂 I'm writing today's post on my phone because our internet has been out all day here. And it's 8:26, so I'm just going to post a short entry today. It's been a leisurely day. I thought i had a bunch of jobs to do, but again, they danced … Continue reading 2021-11-16 — Día 46

Hola, peeps! Happy Monday! 😊 It's been a day that didn't go anything as planned. The morning was nice, as first thing, there was a resumption of the harder of the two difficult conversations from yesterday, and it was positive, and that was cool. Then later, there was a resumption of the other difficult conversation … Continue reading 2021-11-15 — Receding Waters

Today has been really really hard. I forgot to set my alarm last night. Gratefully, I guess my body is conditioned now to its new routine, and I woke up on my own at 4:11 after waking up, I think, at maybe 3:30. It's already late again. 8:59 p.m. So it'll be another short night's … Continue reading 2021-11-14 — Hell *and* High Water

I am love. I am light. I am integrity. I am determination. I am joy. I fear nothing. I am indomitable. See the vision. Become the vision. Morning Gratitude: I'm grateful to remember to do my morning gratitude today, first time I've remembered!I'm grateful that I once again woke up even before my alarm (3:45 … Continue reading 2021-11-13 — Stiff Head Wind

In no particular order or degree, I'm afraid of: Coming to the end of my life and finding myself regretting that I didn't give everything I had throughout my life, that I gave less than 100% somewhere. That I let fear or laziness or anything get in the way of be doing and becoming everything … Continue reading My Fear List (In Process)

Hiya, folks! It's been quite the day today! 😊 Once again, body woke me up before my alarm. It's... honestly pretty amazing. I'm getting about 7 ish hours of sleep a night, which is less than I've normally needed, and my body is still waking me up--in a dark dark room--before my 4 a.m. alarm … Continue reading 2021-11-12 — 50 Days to No Fear

For many years, I've wanted to shine a light on all my fears and just follow each to its most horrific potential end, even those that might seem far beyond the realm of the reasonable. I want to acknowledge them, accept them, prepare for them, and forever let them go. I want to banish fear … Continue reading 50 Days to No Fear!!! — Day 50, the Count Down Begins.