I'm really struggling right now, and I just keep getting worse and worse. That steady overall decent continues. Emotionally, my health is at perhaps the lowest point of my life. My physical health is playing a large part in that as well. I'm stressed and discouraged pretty much constantly. I'm having more joint pain than … Continue reading 2022-10-21 — Reclusive

I guess I haven't written in a few days. Right now, I'm... really dejected. I made the mistake of thinking that I was going to be buying the piece of property across the road. It's been for sale for most of the last 20 years, I think. And with the economic downturn, I... didn't figure … Continue reading 2022-10-19 — Start Over

I was talking to my mom yesterday about how much weight I'd lost, and she asked how much I actually weighed. I hadn't actually stood on the scale in a long time, and being thus unsure, I marched my littler butt upstairs to weigh myself, and what did I find? I... haven't lost as much … Continue reading 2022-10-16 — Skewed Perspective

One month left until I'm off to the land down under. Crazy day today. Seems like nearly everything went sideways. But the day is over, and I'm off to bed. Nice to have a day to sleep in after so much craziness. Love and hugs. 😊 Lift the World ~ stephen

It's been a day. I'm... tired but still going (my nephew Austin and I have been up working on one dating app to rule them all (it's amazing how deficient even the most-expensive dating apps are). So... we're designing one that has absolutely everything. I mean, with E-Harmony, for example, you can't even sort by … Continue reading 2022-10-14 — A Special Breed of Ridiculous

It's pretty shocking how much weight I've lost. I didn't really notice until today when I saw myself in the mirror and was like... 😶😶😶 It's amazing how quickly things turn. I stop eating the junk again, and then I just... don't eat much at all because I'm so busy and stressed all the time, … Continue reading 2022-10-12 — Must Eat More

Really rough day. Don't want to write. Lift the World ~ stephen

The weather has been gorgeous lately--gorgeous. It's about to get pretty cold, but it was amazing on Sunday. It was wonderful today. It's just been... really nice. I'm grateful for that. Good stuff. Crazy day in my crazy brain today. I don't know if it's lack of good nutrition (I'm almost back to my high … Continue reading 2022-10-10 — Go Speed Racer

Holar, folkses! Sorry I missed yesterday! I've just been so crazy lately. I don't know if I've ever been busier in my life than I am now. I mean, I'm always slammed, but right now? It's a special sort of brain stuffing that's just... out of this world. I've done it to myself, of course, … Continue reading 2022-10-09 — Brain Stuffed

It's amazing how busy I've made my life. So many things going on. I'm swimming constantly. It's pretty nutty. But right now, I'm just dead dog tired, so I'm gonna summarize the day in bullets and call it good for tonight. Malaki got a call while he was on his first job that his daughter … Continue reading 2022-10-07 — Dead Dog Tired