(written on the 30th and 3rd from notes taken previously)
It’s kind of funny… I talk about not being able to remember things that happened on previous days when I don’t write or even take notes, but here I am trying to remember today, and I… can’t. 😆
Gosh… ummm…
I was up and out of Rover a lot later than usual this morning. I actually slept in a little bit, I think?
But boy was my back sore.
I feel myself starting to slip a bit. Did I mention that yesterday? I think I did. I’m struggling a little to put first the things that bring me light, the things that fill my soul and not just my mind.
It’s so much easier to consume. It takes so much more energy to do the hard mental, emotional, and spiritual work that is required for real understanding, growth, and change.
…
Anyway, I ate some breakfast and let the horses out to weed eat. 😁 I held River and sang to him while Hans trimmed his hooves.
I don’t know if it was as it seemed, but it seemed to me like my singing calmed River down. It felt like we had a little bit of a connection. 🥰
I love this earth’s creatures. 😊
Well… most of them. 😅 (❌ 🦟🪰❌)
I let the horses do a little bit more weed eating, and I did some journaling while they munched away.
The rest of the day was spent bouncing back and forth between journaling, chatting with Heather, and hanging out with the horses.
We finally got some rain. It’s been crazy dry. Our little corner of South Dakota is listed as being under “extreme drought” conditions, so any and all precipitation is welcome.
I’m getting stronger spiritually, and I’m grateful. I’m trying to consume light, and it’s filling me with light. 🙏
☀️
Lift the world.
Bring it on.
~ stephen