(written on the 30th) First thing I did was head over to the tree to make sure it hadn't fallen. I actually went by with my mom late because I heard a noise crash sometime after midnight or 1:00 or whenever it was, and she was curious and I wanted to see if the tree … Continue reading 2024-05-28 (Tuesday) — Tree, Part 2

The days are all a bit of a jumble, but here's Monday. (written on Thursday) Back and forth multiple times at different houses to get generators going and what not. I force fed fuel into Liz's whole house generator with Windex squirt bottles full of gas In order To get power to the well pump … Continue reading 2024-05-27 — The Tree, Part 1

(written on the 28th and 29th) For those of you who might be concerned about my well being, first, thanks for being concerned. Second, we're good over here. 👍 How are you? 🙂 We got the tornado warning blaring on our phones maybe about 1 a.m., or so. I don't remember for sure what time. … Continue reading 2024-05-26 — Tornado Down 🌪️

Hey, folks. Nothing much to report. Not very many people read anymore anyway. Not that i blame them. I don't write much anymore, and what I do write isn't useful or positive. It's... unhappy. Not very incentivising to read. And today is just more of the same. I should just stop writing altogether. I'm more … Continue reading 2024-05-21 — Success at the Deck

Hi, folks. I've gone downhill pretty good. I'm not really functional anymore. It's about all I can do to even do little productive things, let alone the things I need to do to move forward with all the things that need to be done right now. I'm emotionally overwhelmed. Stressed to my limits. I don't … Continue reading 2024-05-12 — Shut Down

The last several days have been... very hard for me. Life on its own has already been overwhelming to me, for years now. I live my daily life on the ragged edge of my emotions. I'm always on the verge of breakdown... meltdown... I'm just so tired. Life tired. I don't really write about what … Continue reading 2024-05-06 (Monday) — Alone

(written over the course of multiple days, starting on the 30th and ending on May 3rd) Howdy folks! There's not a whole lot to report, which I guess is kind of funny because the life upheaval is in full swing. 🙃 The going forward plans at this point are for Thomas to have a tiny … Continue reading 2024-04-30 — Goodbye April

(written on the 25th) Not much to say about Sunday and Monday, so I'll just combine the three days into today's entry. We chatted with Thomas on Sunday morning about the news that we were needing to move in the next couple of months or so. It's tough for all of us right now, a … Continue reading 2024-04-23 — Off the Crutches!!!

So, some good news to start the day. Jim suggested that it would be better for me to work on other hill projects instead of the garden, since I was likely going to be the only person working on other hill projects, so my time was allocated that direction. That put my first project of … Continue reading 2024-04-20 — 🪓+🦵 = 🤕

I'm in a really bad way. I'm just... crumbled down to my last. It's that ever continuing up and down the downward trend of my mental health that I've mentioned so many times. Sure there are times that are higher than others, but the trend is always down. I'm just spent. Spent. 😞 So tired. … Continue reading 2024-04-19 (Friday) — Grateful for the Belts