Started really slowly today. Don't think I even got to my first job until like... noon. Didn't look like a very good day, but it turned out... okay. Acceptable. Not great at all, but... acceptable. I think I did four cars, home around 7ish. That's three days in a row of being home relatively early.  … Continue reading 2021-09-29 — Goodbye September…

Would it surprise you to read that I think I'm a little burned out? 🙃 I slept in a bit today, and I just dragged today. Part of that is some emotional stuff that's re-popped up that I've got rolling around my noggin, but the day seemed to go quite sideways, and I'm just so … Continue reading 2021-09-28 — Just Tired

Really struggling today. That's an understatement. I look to the heavens, and I just... don't understand. Why this? Why? I sacrificed everything. I followed. I trusted. Why this? I wish I could just completely stop believing that there's a god. That would be so much easier.  So much easier. Then I could be free, free … Continue reading 2021-09-26 — Return of the Sunday Blues

Eyes closing on me. Came home early today, despite lots on the schedule. Came home about 5:30. I'm just completely worn out. After helping clean out the carriage and storage barns early in the a.m., I went out and fixed three cars today--new cruise control switch in a 2018 Hyundai Kona (remove the airbag, steering … Continue reading 2021-09-25 — Home Early

I'm a good bit over the edge physically. Tough day. Started early. Ended late. Filthy dirty. Exhausted. Head not doing so well.  First job was finishing a water pump job for someone who started it but didn't finish. It went fine. Same set up as the one I did just the other day. Second job … Continue reading 2021-09-24 — One More Day ‘Til Sunday

Today the adrenaline or whatever wore off, and I sort of hit the wall. I just... was in slow motion--just tired and burned out. Accordingly, I managed to do a grand total of two cars today before calling it and heading home. Interestingly, though I only did two cars, it was still a long day, … Continue reading 2021-09-23 — Slow Motion

I don't know what to write. Cold morning this morning. 44 degrees. Tired. Long day. Should be in bed, but... I don't want to go to bed. Don't want to get up. Possible new business opportunity. Nephew in law called me today and told me about an opportunity that looks pretty solid. I just have … Continue reading 2021-09-22 — I’m Here

I have eight minutes to have lights out and me in bed by midnight. Gotta get to bed earlier. Midnight would be a pretty darn good improvement from 3 or 2 a.m. I'm wiped out--absolutely wiped. Another very long day. had Thomas ride along with me today. That was good. Helped me hold my tongue … Continue reading 2021-09-21 — Gotta Slow Down

I'm slammed. Early up. Late bed. Jobs pretty much all went sideways, and far sideways. One of those days where it's so bad that you just a pleading with the universe for it to be done, but it just keeps going further and further sideways. I'm just hammered. Hammered. Today feels like Friday or Saturday, like I've … Continue reading 2021-09-20 — Butt Kicked

Buenas. 😊 Happy new week! Well, I didn't sleep much last night, despite it being my Sunday rest day. 🙃 I went to bed around... 3ish after my second midnight mowing escapade of the week (I'd spent two or three hours mowing the other night and then another 3 last night, dealing with the grass … Continue reading 2021-09-19 — Mama’s Comin’ Home