What does it feel like to give your everything? To have gotten up one last time... for the thousandth time. To have faced every battle, whether victorious or in defeat. To have continuously turned to meet a seemingly never-ending onslaught of challenges that thunder toward you at reckless speed as if from all directions. What … Continue reading 2020-09-19 — My Everything

Hiya, folks, To be honest, I don't want to write a post today. I'm acutely aware of my up and down, yo-yo emotional roller coaster of highs and lows over the last few months, and I'm afraid I look like I'm bipolar, and some part of me is afraid that people would look down on … Continue reading 2020-09-18 — Afraid to Write Today’s Post

Today, I'm grateful for my friends. In addition to being Constitution Day, today has been talking to friends day. I talked to one from 1 a.m. to past 5:30 a.m. this morning. Slept until 11, didn't do much at all that I can even remember. Then I took a nap, and then I talked to … Continue reading 2020-09-17 — Thy Friends Do Stand By Thee

Hey, folks. It's been a tough day today, but it's ended quite positively. As far as the tough part is concerned, I got to bed at a fairly reasonable hour, but then I woke up in the middle of the night and relapsed in my pornography and masturbation addiction. That was pretty discouraging... but I'm … Continue reading 2020-09-16 — One Day at a Time

Hey, folks, I'm tired. I'm probably not gonna write much tonight. It's 9:48 p.m. right now, so I'm behind, but not terribly. Scheduling for tomorrow is pretty much done, so that's good. I won't be up doing that or really anything else that will need to keep me awake, so maybe I'll do fine tonight. … Continue reading 2020-09-15 —

Hola fabulous friendlies 😊. Happy Monday! It's been another good day today: This one of the more "meh" variety. I was reminded of a pretty important lesson, though: An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure. I mention that because even though I have all day on Sunday to organize things for my … Continue reading 2020-09-14 — An Ounce of Preparation

Holar mon family and friendlies, Happy Sunday 😊 So... remember how I made some promises last night about making progress today? Well... guess what... 😎 That's right. I did. Yay 😊 Feels good. I got up at 5:33 (close enough for me), got all my dailies done. Did my 5x5, and I even started a … Continue reading 2020-09-13 — Steady As She Goes

Hola woderful peopleses. Happy Saturday evening! I'm actually starting this entry at 8:40ish, so... progress! Bring it on. It's been another good day here in the big AR. It really does appear that the dog days of summer have finally passed. Bonus. Now we're on to the beautiful fall. Or thereabouts. Highs in the low … Continue reading 2020-09-12 — Less, But Still Too Much

Hola, mon peeps! Any guesses on how I'm feeling today? Bring. It. On! Yup! Two days in a row! Finally some consistency. 😉 It's been another good day. Today's type of good day was the type with multiple really great gospel conversations with two of my best friends in the whole world. It was the … Continue reading 2020-09-11 — Forward, March

Hiya, folks! 🙂 Happy Thursday! Another good day on this end of the electrical connection. Today's good day was of the more positive, upbeat, progress-making variety. It didn't start out so hot. I slept in again, just exhausted, and I didn't get most of my dailies done--at least not on time or in the typical … Continue reading 2020-09-10 — Bring It On (Reprise)