It's been a pretty hellish day. I'm miserable, honestly. With tax crap. In life. I survive day to day and try to give a smile and be kind and encouraging, but inside I'm... a mess. Supposed to go back working on cars tomorrow. Really don't want to. Really don't want to. Can't wait to be … Continue reading 2021-10-15 — Back Again

Another day inside my room. Some progress. Torturously slow. Talked to the accountant. She said don't try to make the deadline. Just pay more penalties and keep my sanity. Think my sister Heather said the same thing. Y'all are right. I just want to get this done. Hanging over my head for two years. But... … Continue reading 2021-10-14 — Don’t Worry About It

In my room pretty much all day again today, but I didn't get much done. I'm completely overwhelmed and discouraged. The mountain of what I still have to figure out is just... unimaginably high. And I just... I'm so tired. So tired of my life. I want to move on and get away from all … Continue reading 2021-10-13 — 😕

Been pent up in my room all day doing taxes on one screen with Amazon Prime playing on the other. Digging digging digging. Giving a reasonable effort to correct the data from 2019. Running into all sorts of road blocks and problems. One of which was payments received without knowing where. But thanks to Google … Continue reading 2021-10-12 — Grateful to Be Google Stalked

So... I... bought another thing today. A big thing. A rather expensive big thing... with a long arm and two more buckets. This morning's purchase was a 2016 New Holland 30b mini excavator. 😁 A bit of a step up from the one I already have. I'll probably put that one up for sale maybe? … Continue reading 2021-10-11 — Two More Buckets

Well, I'm starting off my new week already short on sleep, getting to bed way late, and having to get up really early tomorrow. Joy. 🙃 This is about my speed right now. I'm really tired. I spent the whole day working on taxes and didn't get very far. Probably 15 hours trying to sort … Continue reading 2021-10-10 — Starting From Behind

The daily photo Hi. 🙂 This little boy is tired. But he had his weekly shower, so he's actually clean. 🙃 It's Saturday night!!! I can... sleeeep!!! 😁 Good day today, and it ended even better. 🙂 There wasn't really anything special about it. I got up... Spent a little time first thing this morning … Continue reading 2021-10-09 — Weekly Cleansing

Home. I think I'm going to start posting a picture of myself with each daily post. I hate looking at pictures of myself, so I'd probably better deal with that. Otherwise I won't. Anyway, it's 12:35 p.m., and I'm just now heading home from springdale. It's been a long day, and I'm pretty tired. I'm … Continue reading 2021-10-08 — White Flag

Ended early today. Had more cars I could do. Did... 5? But four paying. Tired. Very tired. Struggling significantly with trying to get my tax data cleaned up. It's taking... forever. And there's no getting out of it. I can't make it go away. I can't pay someone else to do it. I'm the only one … Continue reading 2021-10-07 — Still Going

Hiya, folks. I'm about to crash. Exhausted. Up early to be able to drive away before the roads got impassable from the workers. They were kind enough to move out of my way going down the driveway. I sort of tore out of the house this morning without eating or really thinking--just moving and driving … Continue reading 2021-10-06 — On Fumes