Today was... a hodgepodge. It didn't go really at all as I'd planned it. I was supposed to go to Big Cedar near Branson today with my Hill Family for a Christmas dinner. But Thomas was sick and tested positive for Covid today, and I tend to get temporary sympathy pains when someone around me … Continue reading 2021-12-18 — Hodgepodge

I'm struggling. A lot. I'll get to that... I had told several people I'd get their cars fixed today, and when the weather report said it was going to be rainy today, I basically ignored it because I had cars to fix, and because of the high cost of fixing the bulldozer. Well... hoping to … Continue reading 2021-12-17 — Washed Away, Water and Soul

Hey, folks. I'm mostly just present today. It was a bit stressful today having the welder over, knowing I'm forking over $100/hr for him to be here and seeing how painfully slowly it all appears to be going. He worked just over 6 hours today, by my count (unless he took a lunch), and it's … Continue reading 2021-12-16 — Just Present

Well, I think I can officially say that I've fallen off the wagon. It's 11:23, and I'm getting to bed later and later as I'm trying to meet deadlines for various things that are all coming to a head at once. Worked hard on taxes this morning, made really good progress plowing through 2020 data. … Continue reading 2021-12-15 — Schedule? What Schedule? 🙃

So. Many. Things. Going. On. I'd say I'm a deer in the headlights, except... I guess I'm not frozen in place: I'm running a gazillion miles an hour. Just... frantically? How about a rundown? Found out the young man who was going to go with me today is actually not legally here in the states, … Continue reading 2021-12-14 — Headlights. Deer. Moi. Ish.

Howdy, folks! It's been a little bit of a lot today--all over creation but... not? I didn't sleep well last night, brain too active to fall asleep easily, but I did some meditation, and that quieted the brain and got me to sleep faster than if I hadn't, I think. Woke up at some point … Continue reading 2021-12-13 — All Over Creation

Almost forgot to write... again! My brain is going so many places all the time! So many things have my attention! This morning, I spent a good little while working on tax stuff, and I made good progress. That was good. I still have a long long way to go, but I made good, solid … Continue reading 2021-12-12 — A Little Less Talk…

Almost forgot to write today. Body not well. Back to the edge. No rhyme nor reason. I even stopped today to buy food and liquids at the grocery store. No dice. It's 9:37 p.m., and I'm as bad as I've been all week, and it's been... a week or longer already. Stumped. Really tired. Gonna … Continue reading 2021-12-11 — Stumped

Up at 5:30... don't think I set my alarm, just woke up. Brain was going quickly, so I didn't try to go to bed at my normal time. Thus, I'm still rather off on my routine, but that's okay. I'm getting back there. Bit by bit. Didn't start working today until like... 1:45? But the … Continue reading 2021-12-10 — Closer to Normal

Hiya, folks! My I slept in again today, again not feeling so well. Cross your fingers, I'm not regressing tonight like I have the last several. Hoping to stay solid all night and be back to the normal routine. Routines go to die in my world when they get interrupted, so here's to not letting … Continue reading 2021-12-09 — Brain On Overdrive