Bring it on. The heaviness and blues from yesterday bled into today, my body still unrecovered from going over the edge yesterday. That last the first few hours or more until all the work I did yesterday to dig out from having gone over the edge finally turned the tide today. The doctor's appointment went … Continue reading 2020-09-28 — Double Down

I returned to the Sunday Blues today. I haven't had those in a while. I don't know if y'all remember, but it used to be that Sundays were hard for me. I'd work all week and bust my butt so much that I didn't really have time to think about my life, and then Sunday … Continue reading 2020-09-27 — Sunday Blues

They tasted so good though. And only 99 cents a pound. Didn't really feel like I could say no. 😉 I think I bought a little over 3 pounds. Crisp. Huge. Juicy. Sweet. I don't usually like the green grapes as much as the red ones, but these were wonderful. So wonderful, that I enjoyed … Continue reading 2020-09-26 — A Little Too Much Rabbit Food

Well, I've fallen a little bit into old ways the last little bit, saying 'yes' to so many customers that I'm overwhelmed and swamped by the shear number I've committed to, wondering how I'm going to get them all taken care of. And today the consequences of my poor judgment were compounded when my tech's … Continue reading 2020-09-25 — Yes Man

Hola, peeps! 😊 Sooooo nice to take Thursdays off. I slept in again today, meaning I'm still struggling to get up at my 5:30 goal time, but I'm making progress in other things, so that's something. 😊 I think I got up about 7:30 ish, did some servicize outside working on the corner of the … Continue reading 2020-09-24 — A Little Bit of This, A Little Bit of That

I'm not feeling especially inspired today. It's the end of the day, just a few minutes past 10. I didn't get up on time like I'd planned. I tossed and turned, not really feeling tired last night, and I must have tossed and turned for a while because I was super tired when my alarms … Continue reading 2020-09-23 —

So, I've been off kilter for several days now with my daily routine. I haven't gotten my dailies done for... days. 🙃 I'm actually doing my 5x5 before and after I do my journal here because... I actually miss doing it. I love seeing the little bits of progress I'm making here and there. It's … Continue reading 2020-09-22 — Regrouping

Don't know how much you're dying to know about my ASD updates, but I took for online ASD self tests today, and (drum roll please): Test #1. RESULTS: I don't know. After taking the test, they then, and only then, wanted let me know there was a fee to receive the results. Thumbs down for … Continue reading 2020-09-21 — A Little Big Miracle

I find myself tonight wondering if there's something not quite right with my heart and brain. I'm beginning more and more to wonder if I'm on the autism spectrum or if I have some kind of disorder or something. My main concern? I don't know if I know what love is or if I love … Continue reading 2020-09-20 — Love…

What does it feel like to give your everything? To have gotten up one last time... for the thousandth time. To have faced every battle, whether victorious or in defeat. To have continuously turned to meet a seemingly never-ending onslaught of challenges that thunder toward you at reckless speed as if from all directions. What … Continue reading 2020-09-19 — My Everything