I've got 7 minutes to write this entry because I ain't gonna miss my bedtime tonight. Nope. Ain't gonna. So... here we go. Didn't start off so well. Relapsed, but I'm passed it and have moved on. I was embarrassed to write about it today because I just... yeah. So many times lately. But this … Continue reading 2020-12-02 — 9:00 or Bust

Hey, folks. It's been a pretty decent day on most accounts, but the last 20 minutes has been super discouraging, and that happens to be where I'm at as I'm here writing my journal right now now. 😕 It's 10:37. I just came in from chopping wood for the night because we'd used up just … Continue reading 2020-12-01 — Trying Not to Let the End Taint the Day

I really don't know how this year has gone by so quickly. It's just astounding. Last day of November, and it's just nutty. It's late, so I'm not gonna write much. Please send as many prayers/positive vibes Cory's way as you can. It's been one of those days for him that is just excruciating. Been … Continue reading 2020-11-30 — And Suddenly It Was December

Hiya, folks. 😊 I'm running a little low on energy today. I decided to sleep in front of the fire last night in the hopes that I'd be able to have the house warm for my mom when she got up in the morning because I'd have kept it going all night. Well... I was … Continue reading 2020-11-29 — Back to Titles

Osiyo, mon peeps! 😊 Happy Saturday. 😊 It's been a pretty crazy day today. Started out pretty rough because even though I made into bed last night without relapsing after having been triggered earlier while trying to find health information for my friend, I didn't make it out of bed this morning without relapsing. 🙁 … Continue reading 2020-11-28 — Gratitude Week, Day 7

Holar, mon peeps! Happy Friday! It's been in interesting one today. Can I send forth a cathartic blast of... stuff before I think happy thoughts? 🙃 Well... maybe I'll just try and stay positive through it all and just stick to gratitude. Yep. Okay... let's do that. Let positivity reign... and rain. 😁 #1. I'm … Continue reading 2020-11-27 — Gratitude Week, Day 6

Bon noche, my wonderfuls. 😊 I hope y'all have had a happy, memorable, healthy and gratitude-filled Thanksgiving. It's such a great holiday, one of the few left that still feels like it hasn't been commercialized to death? It's nice. 😊 #1. I'm grateful to mom for making our veggie Thanksgiving lunch today, as we've both … Continue reading 2020-11-26 — Gratitude Week, Day 5

Feliz Wednesday, the new Friday! 😊 It's been a relatively relaxing day today, and I'm grateful. #1. I'm grateful that despite waking up 700 times through the night, I wasn't totally exhausted today. #2. I'm grateful that the rain-soaked wood still managed to keep the house warm today. Not as warm as it's been other … Continue reading 2020-11-25 — Gratitude Week, Day 4

Buenas, peeps. Hope y'all have had lovely day. I'm tired and burned out and overwhelmed and... bring it on. 😁 #1. I'm grateful that my finger seems to be healing well. One stitch, came undone, but the swelling is way down. I'm optimistic that maybe I can be back mostly functional next week? That'd be … Continue reading 2020-11-24 — Gratitude Week, Day 3

Hiya, my wonderful lovelies. 😊 Guess we'll dig right in: #1. I'm grateful for sleep and for my new bed. It's not the best, but I've noticed (I think, at least) that my neck doesn't have the same little pain it used to have if I looked straight up. Weird. Not sure what's different, but … Continue reading 2020-11-23 — Gratitude Week, Day 2